u/Tinnichan

I think I might be stupid. I feel like I speak too slow and sometimes have random moments of aphasia (words in my head ≠ what I say). In public my peripheral surroundings never really register. I'll bump into people on accident, walk past exits, accidentally drop my bag when I move in a way that the strap falls off. My reaction time is also really bad unless I'm locked in. I'm asking this question in the title because other people tend to treat me like I'm a child. Tonight during my shift the grill person put up something I called for, but I was so caught up in working my station (which I needed the food for) that I called it out again twice. The coworker snapped at me and was hostile the rest of the shift. I think I deserve this. I feel so stupid. Why can't I just be as alert as everyone else?

I'm having the absolute worst luck trying to get my CNA while actively studying pre-nursing. No one seems to offer it, or it's not during summer, or it's only during the time I have another class/work. This is so discouraging. How am I supposed to get clinical hours when this is what I'm facing???

I'm having a hard time finding nice floral (specifically lilac) shampoo/conditioners. Trying to find something hydrating.