(Photo unrelated) I genuinely cant stop thinking about my ex. Its fucking with my day to day living at this point, I had to leave the gym because I couldn't even focus enough for proper form. Im forgetting to eat because all im doing is thinking about him and trying to drown it out. Theres more but. I just need to know how to make this stop
Y'all promise it doesn't give ghetto? any comments, questions, recommendations, or concerns?!🙇🏾♀️
Should I just get black, chocolate brown, or say fuck that🤪
I had a little hoodie once.
it covered my ears
when I was little
a little girl had a little hoodie once
but not any hoodie, it was her armor
well "how can a hoodie be armor?"
and she would sit there and explain to you
see without this hoodie
she became her enemy
without this very hoodie
She was grotesque, she was the enemy
A little girl in her little green hoodie
As an ogre, she thrashed through her days using layers on layers to cover her face
This little girl in her little green hoodie
couldn't speak
with her knees to her chest
in every corner she could find
she sat
still and fragile like an antique
This little ogre in her little green hoodie
needed to hide
hiding would keep her safe
no one likes ogres
and because she never received one
she hated hugs
because she was never heard
she hated talking
because she was told her feelings don't matter
she didn't have any
and because no one said she was pretty
She wasn't
This little ogre
in her little green hoodie
figured out the problem
her skin
she just has to be a little white ogre
in a little white hoodie
Now she's pure, innocent, and a little less green
but little did this little ogre know
even with her little white hoodie
she's still a little green ogre
in her little green skin
Now
this little ogre wears a little white hoodie
but she knows
the color of her hoodie and skin
was never the problem
This little ogre in her little white hoodie
sat in her mind
apologizing for her presence
with silence
bashing her skull
against anything she could find
she could never manage to open her mind
Seeping her nails into her skin
dragging it off
like the ogre she is
her arms, turned white
now
She's pure
But she doesn't feel pure
devastating the interior of her room,
mind
and body
She sat
sat in her mind
the one she just ruined
but was it her fault
She felt like every day she woke up
and lived
It went against just that,living.
The more she lived
the more she died
And much like a bar of soap
She got a little smaller each day
only soap had a purpose
and she didn't
This tiny green ogre
in her little white hoodie
would still rather suffer
than speak
Remember?
she can't
with her soul begging to leave
the sorry excuse of a temple
it was given
she sat
sat in her mind
trapped with her own voice
because this tiny green ogre
in a little white hoodie
resented her birth
because she was a tiny green ogre
and sadly, because she covers her ears
she'll never know
How she was truly born.
I have no makeup or filter in these pics. I want to know what makeup style will suit me best. Because usually I'm stuck feeling like my makeup is cute but it's not really suited for me. Like, I don't know where to put my contour, I don't know where to put my concealer and stuff like that should I get super light concealers? Should I get my skin tone in concealer , like what. And what styleee??
Regardless of your personality, or how you look, or the people around you, your self-confidence will always be what shapes your life. You are the only one that has to believe in yourself. Do you know how much stuff people don't do and then look back and say, "what if.." just because they didn't have enough confidence to do something. Do you know how many people walk around thinking and feeling like pigs with the lipstick? Do you know how many people can't stop thinking that they'll never be big enough or small enough. I used to be like that. And I'm not sure how, but I really wish I could help everyone see themselves from others eyes. And I finally reached a point my life where I feel like i'm confident, so I wanted to post this as some form of acknowledgement of growth.