So I’m 20 moved like 2 months ago after a big fight at home to my friend didn’t tell my family until I was already there for a day. Came back after a week and suddenly everyone is nice or at least don’t bother me at all about me not wearing hijab even or that I’m home late or ask where I’ve been as long as I come home at some point. Weird lmao. Anyone experience this?
Im 20f and I just moved out after it got too bad at home everyone constantly arguing with me telling me I’m worthless or a horrible person almost got fysical and they were just all horrible and would gang up on me almost every day in the end everyting I do is wrong, nothing I ever do is good, they tell me they dislike me and I’m all kinds of things. Took my stuff and left without telling anyone then texted my mom I’ve moved they all started sending me mean messages and adding on to how I already felt and I just responded to my mom that’s not as bad as the rest. I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t have my Id I don’t get my money until the end of the month I’m just worried and feeling guilty. In two months I’ll have two incomes and it’ll be easier but what’s hard for me is to not read the hurtful messages I can’t even contact my little sisters becuse they’re to small I just feel bad. Does it ever change?
So I’m not a big time model got invited to do runway and was invited to the after party where I was networking got many gigs from those chats. My boyfriend was deeply upset he couldn’t come even tho I told him long before about that party and why he couldn’t. And was blowing up my phone. Then after I joined his firneds to hang out and he was an ass to be honest accusing me of planning to leave him or interrupting every convo I had with girls around us I just don’t know what to do. He’s been complaining about my followers on social media getting more and more and small comments that I’m too pretty for him it’s not my fault. And then apologise for his behaviour. I’ve never cheated, turn down people that try to flirt with me yet it’s not enough. We end up arguing as. Him indirectly feeling like I’m a bad person for stuff I can’t control or change, then tell me inte not my fault. I don’t dress overly provocative or anything. He’s also a bit hurt people like to talk to me a lot since I’m very social in general . What can I do to help him with his insecurity problems or is there no saving?
Whatever I do or maybe I’ve done it wrong won’t work, I’d prefer them leaner like my upper body or atleast a little leaner but the more I work them out the bigger they get(workouts focused on thigs), if I don’t they stay big