I'm not really sure I can articulate everything I wanted to say, it's just so painful, I can't stop this feeling that I'm staring down the barrel of a gun, everything just hurts so much
I think my soul was meant to be in god and mostly the way I am is the human body and human earth rejecting it like between bloodtypes or organ transplants and things
For context I am a writer with a Bengali character. Also I am Chinese and I think we have a similar concept. For me I think our diminuitive nickname is often a single syllable repeated (to sound like how babies talk) and it seems like it really has nothing to do with our chosen name, for example my name means "good day/sunshine" (??) (qinqin) since my parents thought the day I was born was a good day lol?
So I was wondering about the process of picking a daak naam. What makes a name "cute"/diminuitive in Bengali in terms of sounds/syllables, meanings/themes (like types of weather) etc? Are there common reasons/origins that they are chosen?
Thank you 😄
Found under my comforter. this one is dead but I’ve been seeing live and dead ones around my house for years 🥲 they followed me into my dorm too