u/TrafalgarLawsLover

Terrible drawing to show how I've always held my pencil/drawing tool. Ever since I was a kid I've held it this way and couldn't hold it the other way. I'm double jointed and its very awkward to hold it the normal way, and I can't draw the normal way, it's very shaky and I have bad control. I've always held it this way, but im now wondering if this affects anything or holds me back? I feel like I draw/write fine enough, its not hard for me, but is this stopping me from anything and is this holding me back??