I hate that I married a pilot
I know every relationship is different, I get that. But for me, being married 40 years to a man who is a pilot has sucked. I feel trapped in every sense. Grown kids he has always put before me, us. Always. Everyone and everything. I am currently sitting in my car at midnight crying. He’s at home and does give a crap where I am or how I feel. Our youngest a grown daughter just said horrible things to my face and he never comes to my defense. He is a pure a$$hole. I wasted my life with this pilot who has an ego the size of the universe. So many times I should have left. Now I am much older and feel so trapped. I hate every day every second with this rock I married. Biggest mistake of my life. He has never appreciated me- all just lying words. For anyone here thinking of marrying a pilot- I say don’t. Just don’t. They are a horrible, egotistic, self righteous breed. I am so unhappy I want to die.