I saw a picture of myself from May 20th, 2023 and it made me realize how much I have truly changed. I looked miserable in the picture, my hair was a mess - very short and my eyes looked drained.
Now, I look full of energy and a spark that I haven't had in years, possibly ever..
Hi :). My name is Christina. I'm a 33 year old chubby trans woman from Maryland. I'm a red head <3. I'm still fairly masc presenting, but voice training and becoming more feminine from HRT. I've been single for over a year and haven't truly cuddled for almost two years. I haven't cuddled since starting my transition, which gets lonely sometimes.
I was hoping to possibly meet some for lunch or something and then maybe some cuddles - if we feel comfortable together <3. I can host, I own my house.
I'd like cuddle as the little spoon, never got to do that.
I am only interested in people who are single, just in case we catch feelings for one another.
Please be over 25. <3.
Message me <3.
I love my hair, now. It's hard to believe. Don't give up <3.
I’m going to see my parents as my true self. I hope they don’t reject me. They know, but it’s been iffy.
Update - it went okay. Not strong reactions. My dad barely looked at me. I think he’s unsure how to react and possibly disappointed.
Well, it's May. I will be Christina, legally, in most places by the end of the month.
I am a bit nervous, as this will "out" me to everyone at work, but it's time. I am committed to my new, happier identity, and ready. It's time for me to confirm the rumors and live!
It's been a journey, but it's been so worth it ❤️.
2024 vs. 2026.
I tried to shape my eyebrows and messed up, but I am honestly surprised how different I look now...
I wonder what my old self say about me, now. I hope he would be happy.
I'll be getting my new license, hopefully, in two weeks. I will be Christina <3.
The last 50 hours have been a real whirlwind for me.
Sunday was just terrible, I was questioning everything, I was questioning if I should continue transition or just stop, before I make it so I can't go back to "him". I was so emotional. My mom said some things that upset me also, I used to feel bad about not sharing my transition plans with her, now I wish I kept them quiet.
Then Monday came around, Electrolysis went really well, making progress, voice training went well also.
Today, I was messing with my voice some with my coworkers and they said they could tell that I am starting to sound like a woman! For me, this is huge. It makes all the work and struggles worthwhile. They also said my hair is looking great.
Five months until my surgery consultation, I am looking forward to it. I feel that I am making the right choices, there will be good days and bad days, highs and lows, but it's worth fighting and pressing on.