u/TwistNo1435

Sorry I'm just talking shit at the moment.

But I was thinking about it while running. Arueshalae has wings. And it's a great thing she starts with a bow.

So I thought to myself. If I was Arueshalae, how wpuld I fight another succubus. Without thought answer is always fly. You never want to be a predictable or still target against ranged opponents. And you always want to be inaccessible to melee opponents. Not to mention spells like fireball and the like would never touch you. If you're quick enough.

This had me thinking that, atleast in the lore, succubus who operate in groups must have formations they're used to. Maybe they fly in an arrow like birds do, then scatter and coordinate when necessary.

Maybe they practice breathing in higher altitudes to get the edge on other succubus?

Then I started thinking what kind of weapons would they be fighting with aside from bows? At the speeds they would be fighting at, swords and polearms like a halberd or glaive would snap. Thats when the whole spear and calvary thing popped into my head. Just imagine, from high up they emptied their quiver into the enemies down below. Probably by using the glide bombing technique. Then they swing back around, ready their pike and do a gliding dive and Impales an unlucky soldier down below with the momentum of a bullet train. That should pierce any armor and likely catch anyone off guard.

This type of fighting is extremely fast past, high adrenaline, and on a whole nother league above the fighters stuck on ground, metaphorically and literally.

So it had me thinking. Why would a succubus ever even want to fight on ground? If I was a succubus I would be paranoid and immediately fly up the moment tensions started to rise. I would much prefer to be up in the air than to be stuck on the ground, akin to a sitting duck amd vulnerable. I really couldn't stand it.

Poor Arueshalae. She belongs in the skies. Air borne and Queen of the skies. The Red Baroness of the world wound. I just want to see her flying bruh.

Also, would the mendev crusaders have an answer to this? Or any way to counter this cas (close air support) turned against them and their supply lines? I dont think this was really an issue in the story. Idk.

I kinda want to fly now.

I know (or think) that druid uses wis for casting. Does feyspeaker use wis too? Or charisma? Do any of the druid archtypes use int? How am I supposed to know? It's so frustrating that it doesn't tell you upfront.

I'm suffering. I'm genuinely suffering. I have to see my baby brother tomorrow and I don't know if I can handle it. I just cannot take it anymore. I'm so devastated it hurts. I didn't know what i expected today. I cannot explain it. It fucking hurt. I couldn't register it as real. I honestly still can't. He didn't even look real. It was because of all the foundation I'm sure. But I just want to throw up just thinking about it. My baby brother. I hate everything. I genuinely fucking do I hate everything. I'm so fucking tired I cqnnoy stand it anymore. don't know what to do. I hardly knew what to say to him. I love him. I wish I could fucking hug him one last time, talk to him one last time. It just makes me sick. It's like right now I'm still worried for his well being. That's how I feel. They had him wearing gloves to hide the wounds and it just makes me angry and sick. I want to help him I would do anything for him. Goddammit I'm his older brother. I've always protected him in childhood. Fuck me man. Absolutely fuck me. I feel fucking sick. I just want to hug him.

I just hope and prey to god that he knows I love him and that he would forgive me for being such a shit brother. We weren't on speaking terms the past few years but I thought we'd have all the time in the world to make up and shoot the shit together again. I took him for granted. I cannot handle it. My sisters said he was at peace. But why did his face look to be in pain to me? I want more than anything to help him. That's just how I feel. I just hate it. Things are moving so fast. I'm just tired.

I don't know how I'm gonna get through the next few days. I hope i can somehow be numb to it.

Holy fuck bro I think I started with a nomad ranger/ demon run (I don't recommend), a AD fighter/trickster to legend run, a wizard/lich run, and now I'm doing a monk/Aeon to swarm run. I keep saying Imma start playing different games but I also wanna try a hell knight run, I wanna retry the demon path, I wanna play the angel path with a sort of Jeanne d'Arc inspired character, I also wanna try a alchemist run which I might be the one next. Though I don't know which path I would chose with it. Damn bro. What would go good with the alchemist class?

Also is the alchemist class even good? I've always had a curiosity about it but it's only after getting fucked with the aoe debuff spam from the ai that I'm actually motivated to play it next go around. But Ai vs actually using it are two completely different things I know. If I throw like 8 bombs a turn and I only got 20 bombs available. Idk. That sounds kinda ridiculous in a bad way. If you're stuck only throwing one debuff bomb per turn too is also really bad. Idk. This is why I've been avoiding it till now.