u/Undying777

Has anyone started off like me, where you did care about the vaccine and vaccines are okay then went down the rabbit hole after c19 and saw a bunch of rumble and bitchute documentaries about vaccines and now, youre like, "0 vaccines!"

Can you believe there are other doctors in the field of medicine who are risking their careers exposing this junk? Alot of them lost their liscense but they arent on youtube but are on rumble and bitchute. I wonder if I would have allergies if I was never part of the childhood vaccination program from the 80s and 90s.

I saw a video where these doctors said the industry lie to people and say, "its genetics." When in reality, the persons individual specific genetic make up react to the vaccines that way. Which is why their family has a history of a specific "neurological issue."

I never saw it that way until I went down this rabbit hole. Have yall gone down that route?

I got into a horrible accident that disfigured my face. It looked like someone with bals palsy with cuts and laceration on the right side of my face. You ever watch a mma fight where 2 guys go to war? My face looked like theirs at the end of their fight. I was broke, no job, no health care, couldnt see a doctor. Like the song I was living on a prayer.

I prayed every night and every day for 2 or so years to heal my face with 0 results. Then I saw a luke warm christian testimony where he thought he was a good person and something exploded in his face and he ended up in hell and Jesus had mercy on Him and he was revived and he came back with a gift of healing. As he was praying through his youtube stream, I said in my heart, "Jesus I believe this man went to Hell and begged for a 2nd chance and you brought him back, please give me my old face back. Im suffering from depression."

I woke up the next day and saw results on my face. I knew why He didnt fully heal me. It was a learning process. I had to learn some things. Also He knows me more than I know myself. Just like the Israelites who saw God split the red sea for them, they still had doubts and complained. Well thats me. Had he fully healed me right then and there, I would have been ungrateful and went on with my life thinking it was an accident.

Fast forward 4 years laters of begging, crying and whining everyday, I tried something different. For the first time in my life, I gave Him my emotions and I started to tell Him everything that I was truly thankful for like having 2 arms, eyes to see, 2 legs, and how He made me handsome before the accident and that I was so sorry for being so vain and using that to glorify myself.

I think what sealed the deal and He answered my prayer was when I said, "Im sorry for having these old delusions like I did in the past involving going on dates, spending time with random women that found me handsome. You didnt make me good looking so I could exalt myself. Please heal my face Master, Lord, Creator, I believe you exist and you walked the earth 2k years ago. When You heal my face, I wont go on any more stupid random dates to feel good about myself, when I want to try a new resturant, I will go with you. When Im happy, sad, angry, excited through out the day, I will share it with you. Not a woman who has the hots for me"

Then I fantasized about going to Bostom Mass and trying out there sea food one day but this time I didnt imagine bringing a cute woman with me, but with Jesus. I also fantasized about driving a convertible on the highway and going to a picnic at the lake, but not with a woman, but with Jesus. I literally gave Him my feelings.

Im not lying to you, I woke up one day last week and saw that my cross eye was 85-90 percent healed and my crooked jaw, 90 percent healed. I woke up to take a piss and couldnt believe my face. I praised Jesus right then and there, "Thank you Master, Thank you Creator for having mercy on a scum bag like me, thank you Lord!!!!!" Its not fully 100 percent healed because I know there is some other things he wants me to learn. He made me wait because I had to know it was from Him and he forgave me of my sins.

I made this post because some of you may have given up on your prayers but keep praying and asking and build a relationship with Him. Give thanks and praise Him and one day youll wake up with your prayers answered. I know Im not delusional because Im in my mid 40s and a store worker asked if I was going to college, I said no, whatever age you think Iam, add 20 years. Her jaw just dropped and said "No way!" She said, "I thought you were 25!"

No one believes my testimony when I tell them Jesus healed me but its okay. The lesson from this story is never give up on asking even if you have to ask a million times. Im willing to make a bet most people give up after a few tries of asking, no way did you ask more than me, if it took me a million request, it may take you less than that. I'm also willing to bet none of you are worse than me because I was rotten to the core but Jesus still had mercy on me, if He did this great thing for me, a filthy scum bag, imagine what He will do for you if you were just as persistent as I was.

My store manager got fired yesterday and I don't know why. She had 2 or 3 years of 0 safety issues and accidents which was a record at our store. They walked her out from the back. She was nothing but super kind and nice to me.

She was rude to everyone else but I think she liked me because Im a good worker. I remember some girl asking her for a raise because they forced the forklift on her and my SM said, well do you plan on moving up the ladder? This girl said no. The SM told her, "Then we have nothing to talk about." This was 3 years ago. That girl got transfered to another store because she hated the SM.

I miss my former neet life. A neet from 27 to 31 and 36 to 40. I'm now 43 with a stable job and I miss how good I used to have it... If you have rich parents, please be grateful and thankful you can meet at 40.

I was forced to get a job because of life, bills, aging parents... I went and got a part time retail job, they liked my worked ethic and wanted to promote me to manager. Now that I have a stable job and money in the bank, Im depressed as hell. More depressed than when I was a neet.

I miss waking up, drinking coffee, no plans, play dota 2, or warzone with friends, watch a movie, to 6am in the morning, then back to sleep and wake up at 4pm to start it again.

I like that routine than the routine I have now at my job. This new routine involves inventory with the products, rotating products, changing end caps, breaking down a pallet, unloading a truck. It pays the bills, provides shelter and food but man.... Kids who are born into a rich family have no idea how good they have it.

Any Neets here ever had a melt down due to your stagnet life? There are different types of neets, 1 by choice and 2nd was forced. Being forced into neetdom can vary from mental illness, physical deformaties, not fitting in society like being bullied every where etc....

If you were forced into being a neet, has the lack of progress in life drove you insane to where you had a serious meltdown? It happened to me when I was 37. I don't wish that on anyone.

I wished I knew this from a very young age, then I would have got so many things done. That is making everything I do fun. If you make learning fun, paying bills fun, solving problems fun, you wont procrastinate.

It just hit me the other day when I realized I have to log into so many credit card accounts to handle my bills as well as doing other online errands. I was holding it off for 2 or 3 weeks and the thought of logging on was dreadful because I thought this will take at least 1 or 2 hours of my time to do all these online errands. Then it hit me!

I will leave the house with my laptop, go to a restaurant, order a to go, then with my food and driink, run all these online errands through my laptop while I'm at the lake by myself! The scenery, the food, will encourage me to want to log on and get this done. It was no longer boring and dreadful and I was looking forward to it.

I tried this with other things like learning construction, solving a problem relating to work, learning something new... Of course I don't do everything at the lake because it will get boring. I try to change the scenery, food, and especially my activity. "I will jog 5 miles and when Im done, I will make this important phone call..."

Making dreadful things fun is no longer dreadful and I look forward to it. I think there is a scientific explanation behind this involving the chemical responses to our brain. I already have a job but if I didnt have a job and if I was struggling to get myself to apply online, it just me... I will do it during a big boxing event or a UFC event. Apply while watching the fighters walk out to their fight with a large pizza right in front of me.

This isnt a one size fits all, everyone gets different dopamine htis from different things, so what works for me may not work for you but it will work if you know yourself what know how to make it fun while doing whatever it is youre dreading.