u/Unique-Rest-2940

I just paid my student loan off last year. I pretty much have my dream major but will go right back into debt if I go back into college. I'm also time poor , homeless and in between jobs. Getting a job will take more time. I don't have the required materials for college. I truly want my time even though this major was what wanted when younger. Now I'm afraid to commit. I hate the stress of debt and wanted to go to a lot of events should I have free time or money. I had planned on just working,paying off debt then living afterwards and studying in my free time. I admittedly just watch TV and courses all day now. I've been under a lot of stress bouncing around incessantly in unsavory situations. Making due with what's happening.

I have had skinny legs and flabby upper body. An apple shape since I was 15. I've been working out using YouTube videos a couple days a week ,doing pushups , calisthenics and aerobics etc and my physique isn't changing. I've been more incremental instead of pushing until I think I might pass out like when I was in my early 20s however I had much better results while eating like a pig and binge drinking. I try to eat clean and use primarily strength training.

What's the best set up or what would the best handheld be.

I try to rest but fall into lethargy. Anyone have any ideas? I worked out but not till runners high. Been doing more incremental stuff on bodyweight like pushups.

Im wanting to play devil may cry,final fantasy 8 and resident evil. As well as for example sailor moon another story ,cardcaptor Sakura for SNES etc. I like shoujo anime RPGs and horror. Anyone find house of the dead ? I'm not familiar with getting roms set up. I did once on a laptop but for my phone it didn't work . Not sure where I went wrong. Phone is fine too.