
New to Taoism and having difficulty with certain types of reading.
Good afternoon everyone, I've had a great interest in Taoism and its Eastern philosophies for some years now, and whenever I get interested in something I end up having the problem of over-intellectualizing some subjects that sometimes don't need it.
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That's been my experience with Taoism; I researched some basic concepts like Tao itself, and I think I partially understand it. I kind of grasp what it is, but I don't know exactly how to explain it.
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I understood the river metaphor, but whenever I try to put it into words or explain it to someone, I find myself going down a path that isn't exactly what I meant.
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So, let's go. I believe that words are not a gift, they are skills, just like understanding. We must train these aspects to become good at them. With that in mind, I bought a copy of the Tao Te Ching, which I've seen in many places described as a book written by Laozi himself (as far as I know, the founder of the Taoist school of thought) and widely recommended as one of the most basic books of Taoism (in the sense of foundational, not simple or weak).
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The thing is, I don't know if it's a peculiarity of Asian or Chinese literature in particular, but I'm having a lot of difficulty following or understanding what this book (Laozi) is trying to say because of the strong abstraction and the structure of the texts divided into something like poems from page to page that don't necessarily have a connection with the previous one (or they do and I haven't been able to understand it).
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Is this problem unique to me, or is it common for people starting out in this subject? I feel like perhaps my reading is too Western; I have examples in Brazilian, English, German, and French literature, but nothing intrinsically Eastern, at most Russian. Therefore, I think it might be a communication issue with the style and time period in which it was written. Perhaps it's also my tendency to over-intellectualize an idea instead of "feeling" it, but I don't know how to do it any other way. Do you have any advice to help me begin my studies of Taoism? I'm avoiding reading books or listening to podcasts on the subject because many of those I've heard seem to fall into a somewhat "shady" coach-like mentality, such as "Work while they sleep and the universe will reward you" or "Just do nothing in general," and I feel that's not really what Taoism has to offer. But please tell me if I'm wrong about that too.
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Thank you very much!