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I wonder if anyone else has this experience. I developed anorexia as a child which eventually turned into a purge (minus binge) disorder. I have gotten a lot better with those symptoms but they have turned into constant spitting/feeling like there’s something in me I need to get out. I also pee and poop constantly feeling anxious like I need to get everything out of me. I don’t experience much outside contamination anxiety (constant washing hands, needing things to be very sanitary).

Does anyone get called controlling for asking lots of questions? I’ve had someone recently say that I’m always being controlling. From my perspective I’m just trying to plan things out and ask clarifying questions but it’s being perceived as controlling even after I explained this. This is also coming from an individual with adhd who doesn’t like their routine broken so I’m just confused why they aren’t more understanding that that’s all I’m trying to do

Ive been serial dating men since i was like 16. Im 25 now. I dated a girl in high school and was super into her but she “traded me out” for a more conventionally attractive girl. I was super broken up by it and haven’t really dated women since. I feel super intimidated by being sexual with women. Being 25 and not really having much experience I feel behind. I feel like I like to give more than receive sexually anyways and I don’t really like to be eaten out much mostly because of insecurities. I’m not even looking for a partner at this time in my life but just thinking into the future I feel nervous when the time comes that I am looking. I guess this is somewhat pointless to post I just wonder if anyone else experienced and got past this. how are things going for you now?