u/Unlikely_Signature30

This is a genuine question because I really wanna learn. Aren’t you guys just attracted to yourselves?

Or maybe I just regret dating you when we did.

I don’t know.

But I regret it.

More often than not, you make me feel happy, but everything about us, the people we know, the memories, the longing, makes me feel like shit. It is truly painful to love you.

It’s beautiful too.

I think life would be better if we didn’t meet, though. If I were alive today, I wouldn’t feel constant regret over everyone I’ve talked to and everything I’d seen.
I’d still love music.

I wouldn’t ready myself for when you move on and I have to take space from you. I’ve been drafting my messages on what to say when you do.

If we didn’t meet, you wouldn’t cause me such consistent pain.

And yet I wouldn’t want this pain to stop.

Life always has pain, and you’re the most comforting source I’ve ever known.

Everything hurts and I don’t want it to end

But it will when you move on