My Vet has never heard of Waggle. I was told I would get a call back if they will use the fundraising program. I have yet to recieve a call. She is starting to pee less and I'm worried it will turn into a blockage. If anyone would bless my $bronwynmaeve is my cashapp. Anything is appreciated. Please help her.
It would be around $120 if anyone can help my cash app is $bronwynmaeve. I dont deserve it but she does. I'm sorry for asking. Anything would be appreciated but idk how long I have before it gets worse I believe she has a uti or a kidney problem. I'm not doing very well mentally I'm sorry.
My cat is sick I believe she has a uti. Does anyone have an app or way to get $120 or slightly over. Or can anyone bless?
He would do this a lot and I would get nervous he would start to die. Is it similar to smoking weed? Ik Im annoying some people in this community and I apologize for that I just have time and questions. My brain never stops. Could anyone relate to what’s happening to him in this video?
I have felt like the only way to have peace would be ya know. I have met so many people that have also been suicidal, most to a minimal degree compared to me and I used to convince them to stay. I feel selfish now asking that of them. Even the statement I just made of “minimal degree” is rough. I felt like community and empathy would heal people and that the world wasn’t as dark as it seems. I was in elementary school then.
Middle school came and I felt that nothing would get better but failed pathetically at attempting didn’t even make it to the hospital. That was on medication and in therapy. My experience only made me feel more alone and the meds always made it easier to attempt.
Then high school hit. I thought weed would make up for everything. Watched my life pass by while everyone else experienced it cause even when I tried to include myself I always did or said something wrong and was alone even in a crowd. Moved states figured I’ll become a functional alcoholic when I turned 21 since an od on benzos didn’t work. Met a glowing dude in a hospital after another failed attempt. Got my virginity stolen from that glowing dude I liked he just couldn’t wait but decided to make the best of it, to fight for it, because he was my friend and I was open to it just wanted to make sure he was the one first that we would work out because I knew if it didn’t I would be broken. We had been friends and through everything he became my best friend. After some hope I began to think that we would beat both our battles and be together forever like we pinkie promised. Turned 21 got my hopes up and I don’t want to drink anymore or smoke ganja. I just want to sleep I have other things in my life like my animals and family but nothing where I would be missed. Even if I am missed I can’t keep trying to hold onto something. Without him the feeling of being alone only is amplified and because of his addiction and me fighting for him to be in my family I’m resented for it.
Anyways I just feel bad because sometimes death is the most humane option. I know it’s radical but if someone has been let down and misunderstood and just doesn’t fit in no matter how hard they try. If all they manage to be is a burden and make people annoyed by expressing their feelings. If the people they love only tolerate them and appreciate the things that benefit them. Why would they be expected to stay here. I wanted people to stay cause I felt I needed them. I guess it was unfair of me for needing him as well. It makes me think though if everyone is trying to normalize their addiction and lifestyles even with the dangers and risks and it hurting other people. Why can’t letting people finding peace be normalized.
Why does it have to be a business? If someone attempts, why are they billed by a hospital if they fail? Why is the only option left to hold on and suffer for the rest of ur life or traumatize people around you?
Euthanasia should be a real option for people suffering not just from a physical illness but mental too. It would benefit most people involved. Suicide isn’t selfish if someone is alone and the ones they love refuse to change or see how they affect them.
Most of the time people don’t have a lot of choices or strength to help the ones they love. Whether that be their own trauma, finances, illness, or the need for delusion to keep going. Maybe that’s how kids/people end up as scapegoats but it could be different. I hope one day it will be different. I don’t wish how I feel on anyone. I’m sure there are people with vices who feel the same but only experience the feeling shortly as they manage to move on to a high with the help of choice vice. I’m also sure that there are people who feel the same and hang on but if someone wants peace let them.
Suicide by euthanasia should be legal and available to everyone seeking peace.
I cut myself cause I’m idiot and we were fighting and it was almost as if I hoped he would see that he was killing me inside. It was first time cutting in front of someone and last. I regretted almost immediately and kept apologizing for it but he would flick it. I know what I did was fucked up. I would ask him why and he never told me just smiled. Does anyone have an idea. It didn’t hurt that bad I have a pretty high pain tolerance physically. Is it a crack related trait? Or something else?
Jackson Franklin is my bubi always and forever. He hates me calling him that cause his first did but it’s a New York thing and I can’t help it he is my bubi always my baby.
Jackson was staying at my place and the plan was he was gonna get sober and we were gonna be together. The first day out of jail he relapsed and hated me but still came to my house from his mother’s decision and me begging cause I had my parents to face. We agreed he would stay a night and then leave if he wanted to. It was beautiful for a while but not enough for him. His ma didn’t want him living there and he hated me for it. I tried to soak up all the time together but I guess with how much I love him I forgot I wasn’t what he wanted. He’s so beautiful cuddling with my carebear and watching regular show. He has the best Mordecai impression and was the light of every day of mine. I regret not taking the blame for everything my ma had an issues with but she was determined to make me and him a problem and things got rough between us. I feel like I pushed him to the drug when I just wanted to hold him and him hold me.
This whole community glorifies the thing that took a smart intelligent young man's common sense and future from him. Crack has clouded every single decision he has made and brainwashed him into thinking highly of those decisions. I want more for him. I want us to work out. I don't want him living off of others, going in and out of jail, hooking up with septic whores who don't care about him. He could have made 6 plus figures by now but his ma introduced him to crack. Now he views it as cool and coming from a pothead i get how girls with boobs out smoking the most addictive substances seems cool when his brain isn't working properly. When his whole being wants a reason to believe this is a normal and safe lifestyle but it isn't. Never will be. I feel genuinely terrible for everyone one here cause at one point the were sober an just looking for relief/escape/a way to fit in/or got forced into it. Crack strips all of you from pieces of yourself and feels in the gaps with itself. I have attempted multiple times cause hes in love with the drug while I'm in love with him. You guys don't have to be crackheads/addicts. You are never too far in. This shit isn't cool maybe to one another and the most functional seem untouchable for the ones who barely or can't function on it. This is the most heartbreaking community I've seen on here. I hope one day all of you can be honest with yourself about what crack has done to you and the people who care about you. And for the functional addicts who sell. You know better. Don't lie to yourself and if you feel proud cause taking advantage of others is easy money than congratulations you're so weak you have to prey on the easiestly influenced to get by. Life's tough but if you had a backbone ts wouldn't even be an option. Tough love ❤️