u/Ur_local_feminst

Some backstory, as a kid I was raped, molested, and sexually assaulted from the age of 5 to 11 by many different people of many different ages. I have a best friend who I’ve known since diapers. She’s been with me through thick and thin, and I love her with all my heart. When we were about 7, maybe 8, I had this tablet of sorts. At that time, I had an 18 year old “bf” who told me to record myself naked and touching my body for him to have. She came over for a sleepover; I told her we should film a video of us naked dancing, and during that I touched her “boobs” her butt and her vagina and “kissed” her. I’m certain she does not remember bc of lots of other trauma she experienced growing up and she doesn’t rlly remember most of her childhood. I only remembered when I was about 13 and I haven’t told anyone. I feel sick. I was also a victim of COCSA so it makes me feel terrible to know I put someone else through that. She highly suspects she was molested as a kid but doesn’t know when or by who. Do I tell her? Do I tell anyone? It’s killing me

Some backstory, as a kid I was raped, molested, and sexually assaulted from the age of 5 to 11 by many different people of many different ages. I have a best friend who I’ve known since diapers. She’s been with me through thick and thin, and I love her with all my heart. When we were about 7, maybe 8, I had this tablet of sorts. At that time, I had an 18 year old “bf” who told me to record myself naked and touching my body for him to have. She came over for a sleepover; I told her we should film a video of us naked dancing, and during that I touched her “boobs” her butt and her vagina and “kissed” her. I’m certain she does not remember bc of lots of other trauma she experienced growing up and she doesn’t rlly remember most of her childhood. I only remembered when I was about 13 and I haven’t told anyone. I feel sick. I was also a victim of COCSA so it makes me feel terrible to know I put someone else through that. She highly suspects she was molested as a kid but doesn’t know when or by who. Do I tell her? Do I tell anyone? It’s killing me

Some backstory, as a kid I was raped, molested, and sexually assaulted from the age of 5 to 11 by many different people of many different ages. I have a best friend who I’ve known since diapers. She’s been with me through thick and thin, and I love her with all my heart. When we were about 7, maybe 8, I had this tablet of sorts. At that time, I had an 18 year old “bf” who told me to record myself naked and touching my body for him to have. She came over for a sleepover; I told her we should film a video of us naked dancing, and during that I touched her “boobs” her butt and her vagina and “kissed” her. I’m certain she does not remember bc of lots of other trauma she experienced growing up and she doesn’t rlly remember most of her childhood. I only remembered when I was about 13 and I haven’t told anyone. I feel sick. I was also a victim of COCSA so it makes me feel terrible to know I put someone else through that. She highly suspects she was molested as a kid but doesn’t know when or by who. Do I tell her? Do I tell anyone? It’s killing me