i’m so madly in love help me please
so. i’m delusional yes. anyway, theres this girl at my school who i’m gonna call owl. she has faded purple hair and shes so pretty and seems really nice. she also likes girls and is single. problem is i have intense social anxiety, and thinking abt her makes me vomit bc i’m so stressed. i wanna get to know her better but im too scared to offer her gum. i’ve only talked to her ONCE. she asked me for gum and did a dance to get it. then a minute later i was arguing with my friend and said “at least im not gay!” and she said “woah am i sensing some homophobia here?” and i pointed to the lesbian flag on my shoe and said “sure…” and she said smth abt scissors that i couldn’t hear. that’s the only time we’ve ever talked. i noticed she glances at me sometimes but i csnt be sure that she has a crush on me. i need her so bad omfg i’ve never been in a relationship before help me