The worst part about the pain is it’s meaningless (vent post)

The worst part about the pain is it’s meaningless (vent post)

You know what the worst part about all this shit is?

It’s so pointless. The mental struggle I go through is completely meaningless. To me my life has hit a dead end and I feel like I’m going absolutely insane yet the world keeps spinning. To some this is comforting but to me it’s terrifying. At first these thoughts only affected me at home (mainly at night) but now even when I’m at work I can’t escape these feelings.

I keep getting older day by day and my chances at happiness keep shrinking. I know I need to try everything to improve yet life/people move to quick for me to know where to begin. I’m 25 and haven’t even held hands with a girl meanwhile it’s Saturday night and guys younger than me are going clubs with girls to take home. I don’t even care about going clubbing but it just shows how far behind I am and how much catching up I have to do.

Thanks for reading gang

u/VictorVonDoomer — 1 day ago
▲ 149 r/CToys

He’s so peak omfg

Left foot was a little loose but other than that he’s so good

easy 9/10 imo

u/VictorVonDoomer — 1 day ago

Rorschach is literally me

- no friends
- no gf
- hates himself
- thinks he’s sigma for being alone when people just don’t like him

bros literally me

u/VictorVonDoomer — 4 days ago

Could we even manage girlfriends?

This is a question to any guys here who have never had one

Idk about you guys but I have lots of issues with my life and one of them is women but recently I have been asking myself could I even handle a girl atp?

I’m 25 and haven’t even held hands with a girl, I’ve also fucked my brain over by being in communities that have messed up my mentality in the past. If I ever got a gf I genuinely think I’d be incredibly insecure and would never trust her whatsoever.

u/VictorVonDoomer — 7 days ago
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Any advice on what I should do to it?

This is my first sport car so I’m quite inexperienced lol. rn I’d like to put a kit on it, change the rims and maybe get a stage 1 remap

Edit: I should mention I’ve been driving it for about a month atp

u/VictorVonDoomer — 1 month ago

Do you hide your emotions from others?

I remember one time when I was working in retail this couple came to my till and the woman asked “are you okay? you look sad” cos I was depressed and struggled to hide it back then. Her boyfriend said something like “he’s probably just tired” and I did a fake chuckle then agreed so she wouldn’t ask anything else lol

u/VictorVonDoomer — 1 month ago

tfw it’s summer so you have to mentally prepare yourself to be surrounded by people with friends/partners

I cannot wait till winter or any day where it’s raining and I don’t feel bad about staying inside

u/VictorVonDoomer — 1 month ago
▲ 15 r/CToys

Ig it’s my fault tbh cos I pushed too hard but it’s disappointing nonetheless, not sure if I should order a replacement or not but damn lol

u/VictorVonDoomer — 2 months ago
▲ 6 r/CToys

I purchased a bootleg deadpool cos I was good reviews on it on YouTube and it was a mistake cos as soon as I open the box everything is either too tight or (mostly) too loose causing it to fall apart easily

u/VictorVonDoomer — 2 months ago