Dream Not Going Anywhere
Venting 33y-o(f) here. Everyday I feel like my acting dream isn't going to go anywhere and it makes me feel more and more depressed. I only got acting management a month ago and have been taking classes for 5+ years. I see all these actors I love and even some of my classmates, booking roles left and right and I feel it's never going to happen for me.
I previously worked for an online acting studio and the owner fired me out of ego after I had worked there for nearly four years. One of my previous acting instructors there (a former child star who worked with Tom Cruise once) won't even talk to me now and seeing his latest film out in theathers only brought back the pain. Not to mention his working with my celebrity crush in said project only adds to it.