How do i get her to say "I love you"
Okay weird case of venting but like since a few day I got in a relationship with let's say the girl of my life.
We've been friend for like maybe soon 8 years, she rejected me a first time a whole ago, but I always been transparent about my feeling and the way I feel kinda possessive even in friendship (I love her so much I want to be the center of her life god).
After we both transition and a bit of teasing I proposed to her like that we make out and she said yes.
How can I say that I was in heaven... Star in the eyes a dopamine rush so good I could faint. And we discussed a bit because i added something on my discord profile basically "I love you [choosen name]" thinking she would love to see her chosen name use and everything but then she was like "I think it more as a situation ship."
I know my behaviors are bad and I hate myself for it, but I felt so bad like I was perpetually falling. I gave her my everything, she's my world the single catalyst of my love the one that let me actually understand the thin barrier between friendship and love and I can't even feel like she's my girlfriend.
But every since then she's still as usual so am i, but I know it's because of my insecurity but I just want her to say that she loves me, that even if it's only by a small thing I'm part of her world and I can't feel like that despite knowing it's the case. I may know her even better than all her other friend and parents.
I'm the only one she can be 100% transparent with in everything even when it's about intimacy and I just don't know how to do... It's my first time in a sort of relationship and I'm scared of losing her.
Sauce of the art: https://x.com/yulmu\_1/status/2065296495944007725