r/yandere

This sounds so ominous but please hear me out! I'm a 22F that's always had these feelings inside me, this wild, feral sense of need, obsession, hunger and yearning for someone. Its been a few years since I've dated and I genuinely feel like a pacing animal. Not having someone to give that burning love to is so suffocating. I want to pour my love into someone, I understand the entire thing of wanting to crawl into someones skin and just consume them because you love them so much. I'm really happy I found this subreddit. I finally feel like I'm not the only one. I've been going out, meeting new people and working on myself, but even trying to find someone, even if it ends up painfully temporary feels like quite a feat to do. I hate it. I wish people wanted long lasting things. Oh well.

Edit: I'm just adding things because its almost 3AM. I can't sleep. Its that feeling where I want to hold someone, I want to be held, I want them tightly pressed against me, I'd gently chain them to me if I could. My heart wants permanence from them thats borderline worship and promise and devotion. I want them to want me forever and give into me for wanting to keep them forever. I dont even want them to slip from me an inch. I need that person in my life asap.

yuri yandere fl and yandere male antagonist

Long i've waited, your love and lust looking for new lease,
i have been in your vicinity long, mask on watching you.
But now instead will collar you, have you on end of leash,
so patiently planned out many things i get to do to you.

I dont expect you to love me or even want me at first,
but know that i'll be the only one you get to see now.
I'll make your body react in ways that may look cursed,
and in many satisfying ways make your back bend like bow.

Your life now with me will be wilder than any hot smut,
so unfortunately even in few hours you wont look the same.
You'll still be my love and darling, even if call you slut,
but i eventually fill your whole mouth too with my name.

But you better behave, i choose which words you let out,
as i hold your windpipe and all arteries in your throat.
With your life in my hand, i wipe away your humanly doubt,
so no more your in your trauma or suicadility can loath.

Know that that i wont hesitate to put you in your place,
and i'll even spank you till wont tell your little lies.
But you'll surely silence when we are close face to face,
because i force you swallow more than just your faint cries.

Maybe i shall begin by stripping away your morals and clothes,
breaking all boundries and tie you down with chains and ropes.
Peel away any masks, and any thing where your shadow loathes,
but do need to shackle you down destroying any escapee hopes.

Now whether i get some tools or pleasure you in natural ways,
i will always intend touch you deeper than your insecurities.
Wanted you so bad i could tease and satisfy you for days,
but be so diverse we could write countless erotic series.

I do wonder sweet dear what'll give out or surrender first,
your already tired mind, beaten body or sweet innocent soul.
By just staring at you, grows larger my hunger and thirst,
and do many things to you that are considered beyond foul.

I will abuse your innocence, bring you to breaking point,
and to you this feel like posessive and erotic asphyxiation.
But now i couldnt leave you alone even if held in gunpoint,
dear you've overtaken ny mind, you're my obsessive fixation.

Got already taste of you, but now im yearning for more,
feels like strangled in love, just naked tangled together.
We'll do acts all day and night that leave both us sore,
but always after climax, wish could stay like this forever.

Wont make sex feel like habit, but like religion to you,
but eventually make you realize i'm only one you can trust.
And wont leave you even if this universe turned into new,
i'll love you even if i make you into mindless human husk.

Angel on your shoulder and devil on other for you i'll be,
with gentle by push and pull turn your mind something new.
Know that even without a single touch you belong only to me,
but this was just the intro to our life, of me owning you.