r/yandere

Source: @bananomynous_ (instagram)

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Sin Agallas no hay medallas que es lo que haces mientras ella intenta reclamarte?

Hi! I'm SourDoeOwO! I am a bread deer vtuber who makes gaming and yandere ASMR content. I go live on Twitch! Twitch: SourDoeOwO

Some fan art of yuno i did

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Might be a bit off topic but i guess that my liking towards this type of love, to yanderes, to the idea of someone loving me so much and in such an explicit way that makes no doubts, has deep roots in me.

Maybe being fat ruined my whole life. Maybe not living at my fullest just because of my look made me reject friendships and connection with others. Maybe being raised by an emotionally distant dad and a narcisist mom ruined my teens. Maybe being alone all the time and feeling alone destroyed my heart full of live to donate.

I lived my whole life just to make someone recognize me, give me validation, and yet no one seems to do it..neither my mom, every achievement of mine was always drove by fear of disappointing her, i always do enough for me but not for her and i feel like a failure.

I have no dreams, No ambition. No goals. Or at least i have them for a few days then i go back to being a souless fat body full of miserable and pathetic thoughts.

Im 19 and i still have a lot to live and i want to change...i want to be alive and to...especially have someone...a single fucking person in my damn life to love me at her fullest...i dont need friend, cousin, coworker..i dont fucking need anyone just someone who will love me not for who i will become but for who i am right now....

I wanna be loved, hugged, kissed, share memories, create new ones and live a life worth to be called it.

As a cope mechanism i got addicted to porn and food and my whole condition got even worse, fatter, lonelier, jealous.... i know im pathetic but thats the reality.

I want to change but its just a matter of time when i get back to bad habits and we are back right where i started. I cant do things for myself. I cant love myself first. I cant be proud of myself. I need someone to prove me those things but..how possibly can?

Im so fucking unlovable, i hate myself and i should wish for someone to love me? Thats fucking pathetic and unrealistic.

I want to be someones first priority, someones first choice, someones first everything.... i fucking want to be the world of someone and viceversa....thast fucked up and i know it

I want to be held, to be praised, to praise and hold someone, But it will never happen.

I guess its obvious the reason why i like yanderes, i dont care what happens to me...i just want the other one to be happy for having me...all hers..all fucking hers...and all mine...all all all mine....

Marked NSFW just in case.

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Kita-chan: "Where are you looking...? Please look at me in the eyes."

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Source: Can Even a Mob High Schooler Like Me Be a Normie If I Become an Adventurer?

this is actually pretty old but I thought I should post it since I saw the original image making the rounds again