Not able to understand life after small recovery from mental health?
Im 19M, So exactly 1yr ago from today, i was going through extreme depression, anxiety and all that to the point i didn't even join college that year--> Failed all the other certification exams a Total of 3 major and other minor exams.
One of the reason for depression being brain fog. Now that my Brain fog is non-existent and i have to reattempt every exam i failed, college this year I'm unable to think what a normal person does? What should i do?
Brain fog helps to not being able to think about these problems but now that i don't have that and i have 5th attempt of a exam coming. Idk what to do anymore?
After 4 attempt, additional study time required goes down so i have time till September. What should i do with it?
Now that my CV is so bad rn due to all this attempt, gap year, mental health and Physical (undergone surgery).
I don't find merit in focusing too much on studies.
If anybody can analyse what im trying to say,plz tell me what my problem here is? Im not able to identify correct sub for this stuff as im unable to define the problem in the first place.
What is Outside exams that Life is worth for?
I have literally nothing else to do.