I'm new to this community. I met in Malta one time woman from Bhutan and I was fascinated. I would like to know more about country, culture and people. If there is any lady that can help out inbox me please. I'm from Malta 40.
I did everything I can for wife. Gave effort at work pushed my limits, took care of child, clean, wash, dry anything that came to her mind I did. Big problem between us is that we didn't have sex or any affection for 11 months now. Whenever I try to kiss her or make her horny she doesn't react to it. I even buy sex toys for her from 5-10 inches and nothing. Last time we "try" making love she complained it's too big and gave up on it. I have no idea what the fuck is going on but stress has been eating me long time now. Why the fuck would she text with guy with smaller dick when I make her squirt multiple times in one session? I guess life is full of surprises after all.
I'm really into nerdy girls. I would rather date one with glasses that loves books has skinny body and great spirit than some "hot" girl. If there is such girl in this group drop me message. Don't be shy because I'm foreigner.
For all my years of dating and talking with women and met from hottest to fattest one type is always in my mind. I love geeky girls. I like when they are skinny with small boobs and little ass. I'm not at all into hot chicks. For some reason I don't find them attractive. Maybe that is because geeky girls don't crave too much attention. One thing stands out the most and that is when they are submissive. I like when woman listens to a man and knows to be soft and feminine. Those hot girls or boss girls are pissing me off. I guess I'm weird guy for liking soft women.
11 years ago it was hard time for me. As European it was time when job was hard to find and to make money. So friend of mine told me about doing amateur porn. He connected me with producer that was legit. I met the guy signed contract and started to work.
First thing I noticed is that you need to build is reputation. Not everyone is "pro" as they enter industry. Payment was low and still is. Maximum you get is 200 euro per scene. If they call you for more then you do more. That includes threesome, gang bang, bukkake ect. What producer says you do.
After half year I managed to build my reputation in it. It was really heck of a journey. Testing for STDs was must and you pay for it. You always had to go into private clinic they trust.
"Prostitution" is normal. As actor you get hired by different type of people. I was even hired by gay man to ravage him. Nobody asked if you are straight or no. It was ass for hire and you do your job. Women as well they are not spared.
More better you are at acting and fucking more sets you get and make more money. Contract is so hard to move away from that seems impossible to get rid of. Somehow I did manage to get out of industry and keep it behind me. This is third hardest thing I ever did in my life.
TO ALL YOU WOMEN SELLING FACELESS NUDES: You have it easy. It's quick access to money in most anonymous way and you are safe always. As long as you have trusted buyer there is nothing to worry. Shit I've been through I doubt you would last a day.
To all of you struggling with finance, love, family or anything posting here don't give up. Yes some of us do bad things to push out of problems but that doesn't mean any of you are bad person. Life can hit hard and don't allow it to keep you down. Stand up, look forward, focus, breath, gaze in distance and fight! Bad days will go away if you work on doing better. If you need rest then rest but after that FIGHT! Make sure when life hits hard you become more stronger! And by God of infinite multiverse don't ever be harsh on yourself! Do what you need to do and don't hurt anyone! Whoever reads this good luck to you!
After long thinking I decided to make money my own way. I have backdoor account for one nobody knows but me. After I start my business in full anyone who can support or spread word please support me. I want to get out of shitty life I have now have woman that will respect me and I want to do charity. In future I want my dream to come true and help out as much people I can. It's on you guys I leave my fate in your hands. If I make better for myself I will make damn sure I make it for others as well.
It's been 9 months and no sex with my wife. I try to focus and occupy myself with things that will help me do better for myself only. She is there more like statue than wife. I do most of cleaning, washing dishes, packing up clothing and even taking care of child. I feed child give it bath play with and other. She works in Igaming and complains that her work is too hard like she has done labor all day. After I finish 10 hour shift on construction site I come home do chores over and over. Whenever I try to have sex she is tired or not feeling in mood or has work next day. At this point is driving me insane. I just focus on making money for me in secret and after I manage what I want I'm gone from her and taking child with me. Fuck life is really sometimes hitting hard.
Well she is not interested as I am. By the way this is update on previous post. As much I gave it a try it's only business setup nothing more. It is kinda disappointing for me but oh well life goes on. I really was ready to commit to the fullest extent. Shame though it turned out like this. On to next girl I guess.
During highschool there was one guy I never liked. Heck we use to hate each other on sight. I couldn't stand even to hear him talk. On every possible occasion we had fight. We use to fight until we literally draw blood and still we would continue until we ravage each other faces. Almost every month at least 3 times we had fight for 4 years. So fast forward at final day of school. Last day graduation and I meet him in school yard. We just stood one in front of another. Both of us were shaking but not out of anger. No this was different. As we stood there looking at each other we slowly started crying like little kids. We opened up saying that we are not going to fight anymore and we would miss it. It felt heartbreaking but in same time glad for both of us. We got drunk that day and really had fun with our friends. They teased us making fun of us but we both enjoyed each moment. Sometimes I miss to fight with him just for fun. Good old days.
First of all i understand what would be your reason for searching such thing. Financial toll is hard on everyone. Second of all let me be clear: SD WILL NOT GIVE YOU RESPECT! Sugar daddy is interested into sex and you submitting to him. If he tells you to do something you do it end of story. Maybe in very very very very VERY RARE cases he will be good guy willing to be respectful or to want more, but that is hard. Third of all IF you are thinking of doing such thing be ready to do things that will make your stomach turn. YOU WILL BE DEGRADED, HUMILIATED, PUSHED ABOVE LIMITS.
These kind of setups are no joke. They hit hard. It's no different then going outside on streets to be prostitute. And final thing to mention is that SD can sell you out whenever he wants. By selling you out means he will give away nudes you sent him or video calls you had to someone to stalk you ect. In other words be ready for your life to be over. Usually most of them are patient in beginning after patience runs out so are you.
Think very carefully before you post such things here.
Monday I will make full confession and devote post to special lady here. Wish me luck all of you lovable crazy fucks. See you Monday.
Last time I posted I said I will wait to confess my love for girl I work with online. But damn DAMN! Feeling I have for her only intensifies more each day. It starts to affect me at work. It even bothers me more when I start to think will she feel same as me. For fuck sake we are in some way LDR and I would cross over the hills and far away for her. Give me some distraction here to do something for fun until I get to point to tell her.
On my last post I said about girl I met online. More I think about her each day. Still I must wait before confessing to her how I truly feel. But until then I will work with her and make money. In future I will be with her and make kids. I will do any means necessary to achieve that goal. She is amazing and I'm motivated by her. I love her submissive attitude and softness. She is kind and lovely. I will in time update you all on this progress.
So I met this girl online. She is beautiful young lady. I really was thinking to go in direction of business with her but...little by little I started to fall in love with her. I love to get message from her. I love when she sends me her selfie makes my heart jump. It's not yet time to confess to her but I will. She is truly amazing girl hard working. She even loves horror movies like me. Ah her soft voice melts me.
Looking for lady in Malta for special time. (If there is any here).
I love women. I enjoy being with them and observing them as well. I have so many kinks I don't even know myself how many. But greatest kink I have is to pay them to be sluts for me. Damn even with couples is interesting to me. Maybe I'm going crazy but more I think about this it's more attractive.
Is there any Filipina living in Malta that is member of this group? I want to have some girl and show them my dark desires. To show one of them how much good I am and twisted I can be. It's too many things stuck in my head that bothers me and I want to show it all.
So me and my 4 friends decided to embark on journey. We were drinking and having fun. Somewhere half night we encountered 2 chicks that started to give sex for money. So why not? We will pay we can have fun. We hire them and we all got to apartment from my friend that is in city. We waisted no time and started to treat them like shit. They had to choke on dicks lick one another even chew condoms. At one point one started to complain so I waisted no time to go balls deep in her ass and make her for first time ever lick her friend. We did whatever came to our mind. DP, gang bang even little bit of bukkake. After all was done we paid and other girl said that it's too much for her to handle all this. We all laughed at them and said: bitches in this work don't get to choose how it's going to be done. They provide services for customers nut up and shut up. As final we spitted on them and made fun of them. Yes we were not respectful even little but as we said they don't get to choose.
There is this fat girl living in my building. She always gives me the eye whenever I'm near her. She wants something to do with me but she is married (I think). Every time she shows to me like she wants something. I started thinking maybe it would be good idea to open up both of her holes. If I do that only thing that I fear of is if she falls in love. That would bother me and make great deal of problems.