So, my series is already set as a mature series 18+, and i really didn't draw anything too crazy, just people having sex, barely anything is seen.
If anyone has experience on what goes by on webtoon and what doesnt that would be helpful so this doesn't happen again. I sent the email they listed to get more details from webtoon.
This is a little long.
L and I we're extremely close, talked and almost saw each other every day I considered her family. She also joked that we were sisters from another mother.
around March things started changing when she met a guy I'll call K, and She'll be L. Some months ago she told me that she didn't want guys to use her just for sex. So I foolishy became overprotective, probably also cause I was in love with her. I just didn't realise at the time. I didn't like K the moment I saw him,. He was way too touchy and even tried to manipulate her. (well i guess he succeded?) Basically I screwed up loyaly cause I was shitting on him a looooot.
She obviously didn't like that, other than that I noticed she basically left me hanging a few times cause she wanted to be with him and his friends rather than me. Even after i sincerely apologized and stopped talking shit about him.
anyways they were in a relationship for 2 weeks. Those 2 weeks she didn't contact me at all. By that time I did confront my feelings about her. I still can't fully believe I'm bi to be honest so I had to deal with a lot of emotions. My family doens't like gay people and one of my 4 sisters is gay so I saw what she had to go through. So I doubt I'll ever come out to them.
We started hanging out again almost like before, I though we we're cool cause we both hurt each other and apologized....but there was this energy that was giving me anxiety. She doesn't talk about her feelings a lot. I basically had to prye her open to admit somethigns to better our friendship.
I though maybe we just both need some time to be our old selves. Nope. Suddenly she stops reaching out. My graduation ceromony was coming, I'd hoped she would be there. Cause I was always there when she needed me. I asked her if she's coming. She replied that she's not sure
because her sister was coming home that friday from another city where her college is and her family always prepares a special family dinner. I probably should've let her go right there and then. When that day did come, she didn't reply untill it was too late for the ceremony to still be held. I was hearbroken. So I asked her: L , would you tell me if you didn't want to be friends anymore?
she wrote me a bible, basically she said that she needed time and space and that some things started bothering her. I literally cried every day, saw her at the gym. She approached me and started talking with me as nothing happend. Confused and hurt I approached her next time in the gym to talk about it, again.
She said that the things bothering her were my low self esteem and that I was talking badly about men a lot. I said okay, l can fix that just give me time(for context I finshed college recently and I'm unemployed so I was stressed, not to mention learning about my sexuality and our arguments) and I told her what bothered me.(she never confronts me about anything she just leaves and shuts down. And there were a couple times when in a group setting if a guy is flirting with her. She only pays attention to him.)
Basically things we didn't say before. She felt genuine, i though we really fixed it this time. She told me she was glad and that she really valued our frienship. The very evening we agreed to go to a wine festival together .
When I finally found her at the festival, she was acting weird again. which instantly hurt me. I couldn't sleep so you know what i did? This dumb mf confessed romantic feelings to her. Cause I figured if we're gonna stop being friends why not tell? this way L will understand why I acted the way I acted with K.
She had a more positive answer than I hoped. She said that it doesn't bother her cause we fixed the real problem haha. For 2 weeks things were going okay. Then the last message I sent. 3 days passed till she answered me. The only other time she did that was when she was angry with me.
The next time we saw eachother at the river, she was acting kinda okaish. But then she started talking about a party with some guy. I asked about that party. The way she looked at me. I knew right away she didn't want me there. That was last saturday, I haven't texted her since.
The last time I saw her was this tuesday. She acted even more cold, barely spoke to me. Soon I heard that all the girls from the main group chat made their own chat cause the boys started to annoy them. EVERY GIRL expect me and my sister were in it....I left the main groupchat yesterday.
My birthday is soon. I know I'm gonna cry cause last year for my B-day L took me out for dinner(she payed for everything), bough me a present and wrote that I was A best friend. No friend has ever done anything remotely similar to that....
I don't expect anyone here to tell me that L is a horrible person or that I'm completely innocent. I actually want honest opinions.
TL;DR: My best friend and I were extremely close. She started dating a guy, I became overprotective and talked badly about him, which damaged our friendship. After they broke up, we tried to repair things, but she became distant again. I eventually realized I was in love with her and told her, partly because I wanted her to understand my behavior. She initially reacted positively, but we've become even more distant since. I recently left our group chat after realizing I was excluded from a separate girls' group. My birthday is coming up, and I'm struggling with how different our relationship is now. I want an honest unbiased perspective. and yes this part was written by Chatgpt.