u/WhatstheAnwser

Everyday seems to have some sort of crisis and it's just gone a bit overwhelming and conatant. I swear I only paid for a standard life subscription but have been given a plus ultra life with guaranteed random events daily with no option to opt out.

Looking for others who just want a break from reality by chatting to strangers online, I mean that's why we're here right? If it's not then why are you here?

Chances we'll meet? Slim to none but that doesn't mean that we can't chat and pass the time, what's the worst thing that happens we enjoy the company?

Hope to chat soon.

Everyday seems to have some sort of crisis and it's just gone a bit overwhelming and conatant. I swear I only paid for a standard life subscription but have been given a plus ultra life with guaranteed random events daily with no option to opt out.

Looking for others who just want a break from reality by chatting to strangers online, I mean that's why we're here right? If it's not then why are you here?

Chances we'll meet? Slim to none but that doesn't mean that we can't chat and pass the time, what's the worst thing that happens we enjoy the company?

Hope to chat soon.

I don't even know how to put this into words, I'm sitting here trying over and over to find a combination that genuinely describes what I feel or how I feel but I can't. The only thing I can say for sure is numb, I feel numb.

Every single day there's another problem another ordeal, some earth shattering issue from which there isn't a single reprieve.

Everyone relies on you so you can't be weak, have to get up go to work, pay the bills, keep the lights on, food in the fridge, be the emotional support for everyone.

I made this life for myself sure, marriage, kids, house, I made those decisions and have to stick by them but I don't remember where I agreed to be atlas holding the world in my shoulders without a seconds break.

Can't get upset, can't get angry, can't be irritated because it effects everyone. Can't show any emotions other than false happiness just have to be stoic and numb.

This is more of a venting rant than anything.

I'm sorry to anyone who read this. I just needed to get it out.