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Im having trouble finding any vendors with ochras in aus hoping someone can help. I have been told that natal super strain is the same and i can get that. thanks

Id like to start by saying my hppd to me is basically like I’ve taken mushrooms 24/7 it allways affects me and varys in intensity, i got it 8 months ago now from taking mushrooms up to 3 4 days every week for like 2 months at 16,
I know I can see now im an idiot.
Anyways i was at work at the diary today in the middle of milking i suddenly had my vision go super blurry and it felt like my legs got weak, all of a sudden it felt like my constant trip had gone from 2 to 100 in an instant it felt like it had just had a few grams of mushrooms hit. The strange thing also was i had the blurriest vision and i had blind spots nearly in my eyes it took me a minute to focus on anything.

I tried to keep milking but soon realised i was completely uncapable i was stressing that I might have come in contact with somthing poisonous and wasn’t sure what to tell my boss.
Anyways I called him and he came and took over for me and i got picked up by dad who knows about my condition by now the blind spots in my vision had left but i was still absolutely tripping, when i got home I started slurring and stuttering i was not able to remember most words (a commen thing for me with some strians of mushrooms anyways over the next about 5 hours i slowly come down and have a nap.
This is the first time this has happened to me in my about 8 months of having hppd and it scared the absolute shit out of me.

Long story short I had a sudden trip in the middle of my day, i dont know what to call it but it happened thank you if you read this far hopefully this ordeal of a disorder ends one day

Thank you

I was wondering if anyone has had success growing with low power uv lights im thinking about experimenting with it to prevent contaminations as I’ve seen some contaminated tubs grow successfully in the sun with the UV killing any bacterial growth. Might not work but id be interested to find out i might start with some 5v strip led’s and see if i have any less contamination in my tubs i also think it might sterilise the air, i dont know but im interested to hear what you guys think, thank you.