u/Wide-Education-4940

I have been applying left and right in the security industry. I have license. Fire guard. CPR. EP assignments, supervisory and account management. And I have applied to hundreds of jobs. Even went directly on the allied website just to get rejected from an entry level Position- security guard. Bills are piling up. Any leads or help would be greatly appreciated

Guys
I don’t know who to turn to. I don’t know what to do. I know a lot of people are struggling right now, so I feel like I shouldn’t be complaining and be more thankful for things like health and limbs and what not. I have been applying to jobs for over a year now, I’m about to get evicted. My car was repossessed. I have no money. I’m in nyc applying left and right with no call backs. I feel utterly hopeless. After this week I won’t have any money. I’m in such anguish. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this. My family is not in any position to help me. I barely have friends. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know I don’t know. I feel so stuck. I feel so hopeless. I pray to god and I don’t know if I did something wrong. I feel like I’m being punished. I feel broken, I’ve been battling suicidal ideation for a very long time. I’m not sure how much more I can go on like this. I’m 31 and broken in every way imaginable. Not having a job is the one thing worse than having a job