u/Wildflower_Wanderer_

Idk if anyone here has ever taken Phenibut, but to me Naltrexone feels nearly the same. I feel more productive, more social and am back to my regular self when taking it.

Do you think it’s fine to take 25 mg in the morning and then 25 mg late afternoon when I start having a craving?

I didn’t drink the whole weekend even without my naltrexone. Honestly I never drink on weekends when I’m with my bf because he doesn’t drink and we’re just so happy together neither of us feel the need to, but regardless of that, I took it this A.M. on a high from how much I enjoyed my weekend. So I woke up early and did some journaling, running, self care etc. I rewarded myself with one shot and immediately threw up. It was weird because I didn’t feel drunk or nauseated. It was as if my body just rejected it. I still feel perfectly fine and don’t feel the need to drink anything further. This is my sign to keep consistent use of it instead of on and off use of it. I’m kind of proud of myself today. Be proud of yourselves to for even trying to get help.

Basically my entire life my mom has called herself a lot of terrible things. For example “fat cow”. “Garbage” “Disgusting” All while looking in the mirror in front of me while I was a kid. This is tame btw. I’ve struggled with anorexia my entire life because of this (I’m assuming) recently I had to move back in my mom and nothing has changed. I asked her to please stop using certain words around me and her resort was to put a rubber band around her wrist and snap it anytime she triggers me. Now I feel I’m the problem. Any advice please?

I can’t tell how I look in the mirror because my mom says I look way too skinny to the point it’s scary and then my bf told me he likes how I look. But if you have no idea how you look, how do you improve your own self image? I’m already in therapy btw. Just a question for people who might struggle with similar issues.