I always paid everything on time had a 900+ credit rating for 20+ years but ny dad killed hinself a year ago and I am.strugglinf to find the will to live let alone remember to pay things.
I have the money I just forget.
Im absolutely petrified. Husband is very much aboht buying house and his mortgage is the most important thing. What will happen. Im so so so scared
It winds me up so much because hes a highly charismatic man who everyone seems to love and think the world of. Im autistic socially anxious and can really struggle to interact with people so I come across unfriendly behind closed doors.
Behind closed doors hes an absolute bastard. Hes horrible to my kids he loses his shit and blows up and has thrown me around the house like a ragdoll. I need out..desperately. I just cant find the strength. He's so caring to everyone outside and sympathetic and wants to help them but when my dad killed himself he was cold as hell. And used my father against me in an argument saying it was my fault he killed hinself.. im just done im so done. I know the minute him and I break up im going to be the wanker while everyone will jump to help him.