u/Wise_Tumbleweed9228

I am in the 8th semester of my BCS program at COMSATS, Islamabad. I come from an upper middle class family. One of my brothers has been living in Germany for over 15 years. Although he works in a logistics company and was not particularly focused on education, he has done well for himself there.

My question is whether Germany would be a good option for pursuing a Master's degree and eventually settling there. I have a CGPA of 3.5. I am having second thoughts about whether I will be able to land a job after completing my MS, and I worry about the possibility of wasting the money my parents plan to invest in my education.

I could take up a job here in Islamabad, but the pay would not be great, at least for the first few years. Germany, on the other hand, has proven to be a very good place for my brother.

I'm in my last year of uni. I spent a year in a relationship that had no future — she was engaged the whole time. We both knew it would end. It did.

I didn't even want her back. I just wanted a friend. Someone to share my last semesters with. She seemed like she wanted that, too. We talked for hours and she came to me when she needed help. Itt felt like something real.

Today she told me I was chasing her. Then I saw her sitting and laughing with another guy, same way we used to sit. For hours. Sting so bad.

And I'm sitting alone on a staircase in my department feeling like the most invisible person in the world.

I don't have close friends here. Not a single person I can call right now. And I realized today that the loneliness was always there — she just masked it for a while.

I don't know what I'm looking for posting this. Maybe just someone to tell me they've felt this way and came out okay on the other side.

I know it will all pass. I have moved on from stuff much worse than this, i just needed to say it out loud. to anyone.

ive heard its pretty unstable. and steam costs 69 usd in my region, while EA app costs 42 usd.

are the bugs too much?