Erect I am below average, 4 inches. My concern is when im flaccid, it is totally retracted and you can’t see anything. Am I deformed? Is there a name for this condition? Anyone else? it has been a source of deep, lifelong anxiety and low self esteem.
Im a grower and not a show-er, taken to the extreme. When at rest, junior is literally like a fully retracted turtle head. Some may call it a second belly button, and it’s an innie. I don’t know if it’s normal and it has caused much anxiety. To resolve the extreme anxiety I have seen some professional ladies of the night and have asked them what they think. At full salute it is 4 inches long by 4 inches circumference. I have received a wide variety of responses from these professionals, from “oh so big and strong” (clearly just saying that) to “it’s average”. After fun time it goes back in turtle mode…they never really said anything except once one said “where’d it go?” and I was mortified and I sheepishly responded “nap time” and shrugged. I’ve also had a few puzzled facial expressions. I also had one extremely embarrassing situation in the gym locker room, where an old dude asked what happened to my privates. The embarrassment seared my emotions and I responded with a wild lie, that I had a rare cancer and that’s the best the surgeon could do to save it. That kinda worked because I could tell he was sorry for asking. In any case, Im still ashamed, haven’t had sex in over 10 years, and am hiding myself. Am I crazy? Am I normal?