u/WitheredFreddicaGeEk

1275F's already gotta deal with the anxiety of a second litter when her first litter died out by circumstances beyond her control, now she has to be the only one targeted to get collared, like leave the poor girl alone 😭😭

( Anyone's free to give me name suggestions for her now. My naming system is pretty realistic when it comes to names, and I only name collared wolves if I name them at all. But you know, sometimes researchers give them little names, so name suggestions are welcome )

1275F and her new pack lmao

I accidentally hit the border when marking hexes, and the auto run stopped on this rock, so I just marked there because why not

Started howling to top it off and captured this 😭😭

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I have far too much motivation lol

But here are my versions of Fredbear and Freddy 😀

( These took up all their respective days to do, and they're getting very little recognition, it makes me sad 🥲)

This drawing gave me hElL for the past few weeks- 😀💔

Also took so long that I changed my original idea to just making official character sheets, sooo-

That's why BonNie's first instead of FreDbEar- :"D

But finAlLy! I'm doNe with him- 😀

The shading is scuffed because by that point I was so tired of it- 🫠

Poor girl was two seconds away from getting snatched up by a cougar twice thanks to me going half-afk because most of the pack left me and a couple others to babysit

Immediately after the cougar left and I set her down, she does this

The comedic timing this child has 😭😭💔

Still 3 pups out of 5, mate went hunting on her own for the first time, almost 10 pounds, and had another bear attack right after we moved dens because fleas were unbearable 😀🥀

Instead of the Fleetfoot pack they should have been named Bad Luck, because wtf 😀

(Have a photo of the smartest dumbass daughters of this litter so far 💔)

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Bonnie and Chica have a relationship that's closer to siblings than anything. Chica's known Bonnie all his life, and loves him dearly, but oh my God, he gets on her nerves constantly- 😀

Bonnie is extremely close to Chica, and is very much like an annoying little brother to her. He can also read emotions exceptionally well ( trauma does that to one *cOUGH*), and knew she liked Freddy before she knew herself- : )

( Feedback isn't required but it is appreciated 🙂 )

Just a silly teddy bear, look at him, so full of joy and wonder, he isn't traumatized to the point he'll backhand you to next year if you dare touch him 🙂

— --- —

"No, that's not right."

"You're filling in details that weren't there."

"You're biased."

"You're making yourself the victim again."

"Think harder."

— – Mnemophobia (Fear of Memories) – —

Freddy was gaslit by Afton relentlessly throughout his early life.

It started after the incident that shattered Freddy's relationship with touch to the point of debilitating phobia. All that happened that day left scars so deep that his body remembered them even when his mind couldn't make sense of them. If Afton entered a room, Freddy would find any excuse to leave it. He didn't understand why he reacted so violently. He only knew that he did.

And of course, Afton noticed. He always notices.

And instead of .. you know, doing something any normal creator would do when his creation had been traumatized beyond repair, he turned it into evidence that Freddy was the problem.

Every conversation ended the same way. Freddy would say something because he was convinced that something was wrong, only to leave believing he had misunderstood everything. Eventually, he stopped saying anything altogether. There didn't seem to be any point. Somehow, no matter what Freddy remembered, it always became his own fault by the end of the conversation.

If Freddy flinched away from contact, Afton insisted he was simply being dramatic. If he panicked when put through maintenance again, he was making things out to be so much worse than they are. If Freddy panicked after seeing him, he was "confusing dreams with reality."

If Freddy remembered details too vividly, then that was proof the memory had been fabricated. Real memories weren't that perfect, were they?

And little by little, all that chipped away at any semblance of confidence in his own mind.

Over time, constantly being gaslit at every chance became so deeply ingrained that Afton no longer needed to say anything at all. Freddy learned to finish the sentences himself.

It became almost impossible for him to separate genuine memories from the voice that questioned them. If a memory was blurry, he couldn't trust it because it lacked details. If it was crystal clear, he couldn't trust it because why would it be that clear? Either way, he always arrived at the same conclusion.

The second location became almost impossible for Freddy to think about objectively. He knew his head had been catastrophically damaged there—that much was undeniable—but every memory surrounding it couldn't be trusted. He couldn't tell where reality ended or began.

Even recent events aren't safe from the conditioning. Friends could witness something alongside him, reassure him that it had happened exactly the way he remembered, and he would still wonder if they'd simply misunderstood too.

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Lmao, let's all point and laugh at the idiot that forgot to shade his hand- 😀🔫

Also ignore the awful handwriting, by the time I got to that point, I was ready to be done

I had to draw this twice because my progress killed itself when the app deciddd to delete an entire night's worth of work- 🫠

I wasted two days (plus a night) on this, so feedback isn't required but would be appreciated 🙃