Ive been struggling with severe depression, dysphoria and eating disorders.. the list goes on. Ive always given up on working out cos im weak as hell and felt dysphoric cos of that + the eating disorder was making me weak and tired all the time, but recently tried it again and its going awesome. Im thinking about starting to use a gym soon, its a huge step for me
Just wanted to share that with someone 👌
Ill be 17 in two months so im not entirely 17 yet.
I dont go to school nor work a job due to depression and autism. And theres a third reason that people think is crazy which is that i suffer from two other people in the head. That is why its really difficult to maintain relationships. I dont have a diagnosis yet so it could be anything, i cant even name it which im ashamed about. Its not complete black outs every time, so dont you worry about that. Either way, this condition makes me really lonely and i want friends.
I can be a very talkative guy, since im not doing anything everyday im basically available every minute.
I understand if you have questions about me before wanting to talk to me, please dm me then
I cant remember a time where i havent felt as though there was another being in my mind. Sometimes i transform into it and it messes me up with what i want for myself. It confuses me and it makes me feel sad and hurt. Usually i transform when im not feeling well, and then the bigger person takes charge. And he just deals with it. And i can only watch. I never told this to anybody cause i hate receiving help. I have a strong mask, people dont notice a lot, or they point at my autism