I am a first timer for any race of such kind. I wanted to get an estimate of the number of stairs I'd need to go up/down in Fenway stadion race in sandbag carry. If someone can put a number on it.
My porn hours have reduced, and no ejac for the last 5 days, but I have edged almost everyday, multiple times. I'm happy that I am gaining control and retraining my mind to handle intense sensations. I used to come within seconds. Unfortunately porn is still a part of it.
I'm single, but I get hard naturally talking to the women who reciprocate my interests. so i'd say not entirely porn dependent.
32M, 18years pmo, once everyday for last 7 years
I want to learn swimming but either classes are always filled up or they are hella expensive. Also most of the courses are 6 lessons (30-60mins). Make me wonder whether this is enough for me to learn how to swim in a pool?
I tried learning on my own while I relaxed in a pool after gym, but I couldn't even manage to float. I do have heavier bones so maybe that makes it harder? I have no fear of water or staying underwater.
Last time I went on a 37 day streak in January, after almost 16 years, and relapsed to same old ways(one a day). In last 24h I jackd off 3 times already. In the last streak I edged, watched porn without releasing. This time though, it'll be different. Hoping to whiteknuckle this shit!!.
30M. Just got my labs back and its confirmed, Ultrasound also suggest swelled up gland. Low libido, low motivation. whatever hair were left are also thinning. Easily getting tired at the gym and while running or playing sports.
Does the tendency of antibodies to attack the gland reduce? What are your tips regarding food and habits?
I have nil self control at this point. I open porn at the slightest inconvenience, I am now buying stuff and clothes, even though I barely go out. Porn is basically impulse habit now. I jerk off once daily. I went on 37 day streak early this year and have jerked off everyday since.
Just for context. 32m. Under education debt. Struggling to find a decent wage job. (interning at min wage presently).
I have no friends or a group where I can engage in banter. My ex and her sister were pretty much my best friends but that has faded away too. I have lots of thoughts and ideas that I want to share with someone and just basically engage in a conversation, but every night I go to sleep with all that I want to say, still trapped in my head and it just never gets a release. So I end up tossing and turning and spinning thoughts in my head. Its like my mind never rests.
I feel if I had a friend or a partner where I can engage in some banter I would be able to sleep better. But seeking new people to feed that need does not seem the right way. My financial condition also does not enable or lets say cuts my confidence to meet someone via online platforms since women my age are already flourishing in their careers.
Anyone who can relate and some practical, tried and tested tips would be welcomed
I'm requesting people with genuine recovery stories to chime in to motivate me. I'll come back to reddit Everytime I get an urge