u/Wooden_Outcome2050

So I used to have alright eyesight but after COVID, it got really bad (myopia btw), i needed glasses ofc and it continued to get worse (-3 in left eye, -2.5)...in 2024 one day in September, I felt like my eyesight got even worse (i didnt get the checked though) so i locked in with my manifestation game, btw I'm on screen 24/7....I used lots of subliminal, vision board and scripting (i wrote letters to my close frnd who likes to manifest as well talking abt the results as if i already have it) I could feel my eyesight getting better by October, like I knew I could see way better without my glasses, then in february 2025, I got them checked and.....i got -1.25 in my left and 0.75 on my right! they are still the same now lol (i kinda got lazy and focused on manifesting other stuffs but i smtimes listen to eyesight subliminals to make sure it doesnt get worse again)

I had a close friend, J, whom I fell in love with last year, we would flirt as joke and had a lot of chemistry but grew distant (i liked him for 6 months btw) recently he found out i liked him and confronted me and ever since i started liking him again, we started kinda talking again (wasnt the same as before tho) and today I confessed to him, he said "thank you for telling me this, but right now i think im too immature to date" (he had really bad experiences before where he put in too much effort and never got it back, he hasnt dated ever since, for like 2 years)...i feel like if the time was different and if he had better experiences, he would date me. Now, what can I do?

I had a close friend, J, whom I fell in love with last year, we would flirt as joke and had a lot of chemistry but grew distant (i liked him for 6 months btw) recently he found out i liked him and confronted me and ever since i started liking him again, we started kinda talking again (wasnt the same as before tho) and today I confessed to him, he said "thank you for telling me this, but right now i think im too immature to date" (he had really bad experiences before where he put in too much effort and never got it back, he hasnt dated ever since, for like 2 years)...i feel like if the time was different and if he had better experiences, he would date me. Now, what can I do?