rant
hi, im not really passionate in this field, but im passionate towards forensics, that’s why im doing this degree because i heard it was a gateway to the forensics world, i was interested in pathology until i learned you had to go to medical school and i don’t have it in me so im kinda lost. What i really want to do is music production and art, but i want to move out of my dads house as quickly as i can (hard relationships in fam) i guess im just a bit sad. i cant do what i really want to do because i just cant tell the future or how jobs will look. i have no portfolio for music and i know the music scene is portfolio based and not degree based, i keep trying to tell myself i can always learn music on my own, but that just makes me even more depressed. i tell myself im doing stem to fund my hobbies, but its taking a toll on me. this isnt career advice, this is just a vent post