Jeżeli ktoś był na wizycie, jakie badania polecalibyście wykonać jeszcze przed wizytą? Najlepiej by było info o konkretnie dr. Milewskiej-Kobos ale przyjmę też ogólne porady.
Byłem niedawno u psychiatry, otrzymałem informację o tym, że cały proces od rozpoczęcia diagnostyki do rozpoczęcia terapii hormonalnej zajmie około rok.
Obecnie jestem w sytuacji, gdzie brak podjęcia jakiejkolwiek inicjatywy w tym czasie może zagrażać mojemu życiu.
Czy istnieją lekarze w Polsce, którzy mogliby przepisać hormony w krótszym czasie? (Rejon nie jest w tym momencie dla mnie ważny.) Nie znam się na prawnym aspekcie tranzycji, i czy okres badań krótszy niż rok jest w ogóle możliwy.
We know that Spamton produces pipis. These pipis are ambiguous in nature, and clearly represent multiple things at once.
Most obviously, they represent eggs that either explode or hatch into baby Spamtons. Eggs are obviously a result of large gametes produced in the female sex of an animal, yet, Spamton presents as a male outwardly. This already encapsulates both characteristics into one entity.
But, pipis are not only a female symbol. Judging from their blue, round appearnace and Spamton’s “enlarge yourself” dialogue, they clearly also represent viagra, which is typically sold in blue pill form and used by males to enhance the quality of erections. This embodies a male nature in Spamton’s productions as well.
Yet, I think the final piece of evidence is the third meaning of pipis. Pipis are referred to as “some type of clam” in battle flavor text. Clams are sequential hermaphrodites in real life, meaning they start their lives off as male, and change into females as they grow older. This is the final clue that Spamton is meant to embody characteristics of both sexes into a single body.
Judging by the immense popularity Spamton has received from his appearance in both chapter 2 and 3 and the current societal trend of replacing religion with pop culture, this is a clear sign that Spamton has replaced the cultural idea of a hermaphroditic deity, similar to the Greek Hermaphroditus, the Hindu Ardhanarishvara, or the Norse Loki.
therapists when you dare to imply you want to hurt yourself in any way
i want help
i went to your office to get help
you deny me what i came here for
nobody cares about my struggles
its all a sick fucking joke isnt it
"the past used to be so barbaric! we used to throw all mentally ill people in dungeons and torture them!"
shocker, they still fucking do that, they just hide behind an excuse of helping people
all i want is to fucking get help while im still in a clear enough mindset
i wish i had actually attempted that time, i wish i locked myself in my room and actually tried to kill myself
im too much of a pussy to do it now
dont even fucking dare tell me how much it means i dont wanna do it
survival instincts dont reflect will, dipshit
i lived too long already, im a burden on everybody around me
it all could have been avoided if i got access to at least just effective puberty blockers but ofc fucking not because first i have to prove that im not a woman to some stiff old white guy who doesnt know girls can like cars too and then wait a million fucking years but oops my body has already been irreversibly ruined by puberty, were so sorry but we couldnt do it earlier!!
oops youre traumatized? sorryyy deal with that on your own now, we have to talk about relationships instead because obviously you want to be in one right, your feelings are very important to me im your therapist, so were gonna talk about what *i* deem important
i cant dare imply im not okay
i immediately get yelled at by the only people im close to (which are my parents, shocker, im a fucking loser with no real friends)
people only tolerate me when im happy, which rarely happens (lets go crippling depression!!) or when they want something from me
i hope something so horrible happens to me i either die or finally get the courage to end it myself
im tired of it all
i just wanted to watch a mod showcase, have been getting a similar popup for a few days before this showed up
im using the ublock extension and opera gx default adblock at once (+ enhancer for youtube, tweaks for youtube, shorts blocker, sponsor block and return youtube dislike which shouldnt trigger this i think? havent had this popup in a long time and havent messed with my extensions at all in a while
edit: no i wont pay for premium, there is something called "not having enough spare money for subscriptions", + decided to switch to brave after those few years using opera, gonna combine it with ublock for now, if it breaks ill add another edit, else assume it worked