u/Zmeiovich
▲ 159 r/4tran4
Truscum and “Transmedicalism” is retarded and here’s why
Before I explain anything I do believe one must need gender dysphoria to be trans but that 99% of people who are on HRT have some form of gender dysphoria.
Now, the reason why it's stupid is not because of the "you need dysphoria to be trans" but it's because of the other opinions that belong to transmedicalism. For example: "you need childhood onset gender dysphoria for it to be real dysphoria", "you need to desire and work towards full sex transition to have gender dysphoria otherwise you have another condition", "sneeds and theyfabs are why our rights are being taken away", "non-binary isn't real", etc.
All of these takes are much louder and more pronounced than "you need dysphoria to be trans" and they're problematic. They're problematic because they're applying their own standards to something that is still not fully understood and there's no space for nuance. Literally no other mental condition has this black and white dichotomy, Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, you name it. They all have a varying amount of symptoms between people and no one Autist or Schizo is the same, so, why wouldn't that be the case with dysphoria? I don't think it's a stretch to say that people can experience dysphoria in different ways with varying amounts of severity.
Secondly, their main argument for the cause of gender dysphoria is the BSTc variation and neurological differences. If they were to say it's caused by the BSTc size variation that wouldn't make their "you need childhood onset gender dysphoria for it to be real dysphoria" claim make no sense because the BSTc only becomes dimorphic in adulthood and a lot of neurological differences can be attributed to HRT because HRT does feminize/masculinize the brain. I'm sure there are neurological differences that cause dysphoria to occur but they're not very well understood and there's no definitive research. There's also no reason for why a non-binary brain couldn't exist as there are intersex people who are completely happy with themselves and their body.
Thirdly, the belief people should stop transitioning or will detransition because they don’t have the most extreme dysphoria is incredibly retarded. Do you think a person suffering a non-extreme but significant form of depression should not take antidepressants because they don’t have “trudepression”? Absolutely moronic and actually anti medicalist because you’re advocating against treatment that works for them.
Lastly, no, sneeds are not the reason why your rights are being taken away. The reason why your rights are being taken away is because Byron 50 who is a cryptosissy feels religiously obligated to erase you from existence because he thinks God wants him to do that and it helps him repress. The average sneed does not harm trans people, it’s asshole cissoids who do.
Anyways just wanted to put this out there because I've seen a lot of these opinions on r/4tran4 since The Great Kirkening happened. This kind of posting has really triggered my CisOCD but this sort of thinking has significantly helped with it so I hope this post helps someone with CisOCD or severe doubts.
u/Zmeiovich — 6 days ago
▲ 24 r/4tran4
Nuance is dead here
The only thing that has changed here is the amount of youngshits and the complete lack of nuance.
>“You masturbated and enjoyed it once? FAKETRANS!”
>”You have this hobby? MALEBRAINED AND FAKETRANS!”
>”Youre a transbjan? Clearly you’re a man in disguise that tries to get sex with women!”
People don’t understand nuance and that there’s many different factors that can lead them to doing or liking different things. I also don’t understand why people care so much about what other people did or are doing with their lives.
u/Zmeiovich — 12 days ago
▲ 61 r/4tran4
I feel the 67th arr slash fortranfour PIV debate war incoming
Istg ts has been argued so many times and the way it always results in a nothing burger will never not be funny
u/Zmeiovich — 12 days ago
▲ 3 r/askAGP
The Truth
I think me being a male with AGP makes way more sense than being a transsexual.
A real transsexual would've been dysphoric from childhood, would desire SRS no matter the cost and would do everything to get it, would have complete mental breakdowns from dysphoria, etc. I am nothing like that.
I am nothing like that, I am simply an AGP male who wants to be a transwoman. I want to fit into a group, I don't have the end goal of becoming a real woman. I am exaggerating my GD to make it seem like it's real and I am actively trying to worsen it so I can become a part of this group of transsexuals. I don't cry because I genuinely hate myself, I cry because I don't hate myself enough. All of this is caused by a sissy porn addiction that started pre-puberty and AGP that started at 9. It's just a fetish I took way too far. I still imagine myself as a man, I still act like a man and so on. There is nothing innately feminine in my soul that makes me a woman. I am just an ugly autistic male with a fetish. That's it. Nothing more too it. I actually feel like I have gotten worse the further I've been on HRT. These thoughts just keep coming back more and more intensely. I'm too embarrassed to detransition and I don't want to be in-between, I should actually try to become a male again instead of transitioning because I think I'm a failure.
I'm going to give away all my vials to real dysphoric people, fetishists like me don't deserve to have them and take away healthcare from real transsexual people.
I also can't help but feel that this whole "accept anyone who thinks they might be trans" thing is part of a standard to encourage everyone with dysphoria of any kind to transition and that this narrative has been perpetuated by the greater medical community to make money off of 'dysphoric' people who really don't need to transition.
I am sorry for being such a dissappointment to any people I might be.
u/Zmeiovich — 13 days ago
Thinking of going back to repping
It's not even because I cannot pass or anything like that but it's because I'm not truly a transsexual and rather am just making everything up about myself. I am not truly dysphoric, I developed dysphoria because I cannot fit into a group of people I want to be for some reason.
I transitioned because of AGP, I have been AGP since I was 9 and that has make me mistake AGP for dysphoria. I am realizing that I am not truly a transsexual because I developed ROGD at a very late age, at 21, and I am exaggerating everything to find a sense of belonging. I could live without this, in fact, I think my life has gotten worse when I started HRT sometimes. I am putting a death sentence on myself for transitioning. There are very little benefits for me to transition. I think I should just accept that I'm an autogynephilic male and move on with my life. It's unfortunate I can't be a cis woman but becoming a trans woman will not help me in life.
u/Zmeiovich — 13 days ago
▲ 16 r/askAGP
I think I’m just a misandrist bisexual AGP male who took things way too far
In my dreams I’m male, in my first thoughts I still imagine myself as a male, I imagine that I have a male body, I can barely imagine myself as a woman. I am male on the inside and my self-perception is clearly male, so why did I transition? Probably because I had extreme anatomical, behavioural and physiological Autogynephilia to the point where I don’t get dysphoric from estrogen (also because it basically does nothing). So why should I continue this if I am truly male on the inside?
I also always preferred hanging out with women over men because I have an easier time understanding them and I have personally had a bad experience with the majority of men. Or maybe I’m just a predator subconsciously who is trying to blend in with women without realizing. I just don’t like being around men that much for the most part, I hate the competition, the chuddiness and everything. Most scum of the earth are men.
All of these factors led me to transition and I now have fake pseudo dysphoria over not being a woman on the inside. That hurts more than me not having a female body sometimes.
u/Zmeiovich — 16 days ago
▲ 183 r/4tran4
This place is just truscum with slurs now. It’s the same thing everyday now. Just posts about theyfabs with 300 upvotes. Posts about how ppl on HRT are faketrans. Posts about how theyfabs are taking away trans rights. Posts about how people are the truest of true transsexuals unlike those faketrans larpers, etc. Seriously, what’s the difference nowadays? It’s just so annoying seeing the same shit every single day. I just wish people were more creative here.
u/Zmeiovich — 18 days ago
▲ 0 r/uwaterloo
I was wondering how possible it would be to petition my academic standing if I had unmedicated ADHD and other unmedicated conditions. I had a failed must repeat term last year and I was only able to get medication at the very end of this semester meaning the medication did not have much time to impact my academic standing positively. What are the odds I get my petition approved if I get medical documentation showing I only recently got access to medication and was dealing with other medical problems back then?
u/Zmeiovich — 25 days ago