Throughout the whole show, Tanjiros headbutt is notorious, from final selection to Sanemi to Gyutaro but Akaza just tanks it (and even compliments him so that must’ve actually hurt lol) but Tanjiro immediately starts to panic because it had no effect and has to be saved. Such a small detail about their battle but I love it
one of my best friends took her life a week ago and it’s felt like a never ending nightmare ever since. everywhere i look i see her. i think about how sad her life was. how fucking mean people were to her. bunch of fucking bum ass losers hating on her. she was my friend. one of my closest friends. my roommate. MY SISTER. chosen family. and it hurts. a type of pain that i couldn’t even conceptualize. as if the world was actually going to end. and i’ve been suicidal before. the only thing that saved was looking forward to a No Pressure show in Worcester. it’s still the best show i’ve been to. she took me sailing for the first time on her parents boat. i finally learned to swim at 27. i live in salem ma. me and EMMA FUCKING KNITTLE got fried af and went to go see kiki’s delivery service. this week i tried on her best friends dress and it fit like a fucking glove. i don’t want to be sad anymore. i’m so fucking done with cool ass people being shit on by fucking losers. i lost my ships captain. We Need More Lighthouses. This is my reason to live. just wanted to share. blurred sky was the first fucking song i ever wrote. hits me harder than ever
Pan seared rosemary chicken, broccolini, and pasta pomodoro I made at work today
My chest hurts, my hands keep shaking, I can’t eat or sleep. I only sleep when I get blackout drunk. I have to wear sunglasses at work so people dont see how red my eyes are.
We were best friends for a few years. Our friend group hung out often. I would go to holiday parties, shows, concert, bars, anything that could be fun with her. Purely platonically, we just got along super well. We would talk about each others love lives and she’d be my wingman from time to time. Helped me through bad times too. and now she’s gone
A friend called for a wellness check and they found her. She messaged me that day asking to hang out and I responded but she never got back to me.
I feel physically ill. But we have a lot friends who cared about her. So I know together we’ll be okay. But do I really just have to live with this now?
Learned today one of my closest friends took their own lives so I’m trying to get through it.