u/_Atifa

I have severe social anxiety so only looking at pictures of the thousands and thousands of people lining up to walk around Allah’s house makes me sick to my stomache. Also I live in Europe and just above Nisab, so sending a proxy is out of question too, what should I do?

I spent it on kids in gaza

I spent it on kids in gaza

I spent it on kids in gaza

it is driving me crazy my hand is at my … several times a day. I want to stop, I can’t even really do ghusl here at my friend’s house.
please help me!