I wish I could sleep in my bed without crying
Ever since my divorce I struggle sleeping alone in my bed. Every time I try I just cry. Instead I sleep on a tiny couch. I just wish I wouldn’t wake up.
Ever since my divorce I struggle sleeping alone in my bed. Every time I try I just cry. Instead I sleep on a tiny couch. I just wish I wouldn’t wake up.
I feel like nothing I do ever is enough. I work out every day, I work everyday and all I want is to be happy.
I’ve never been happy
I am so alone and sad. It’s so unbearable. Most days I just lay on my living room floor and cry. I make plenty of money and none of it brought me any happiness.
I just cry alone in my big ass apartment debating if I want I just sleep with random people until I get pregnant. So I can finally have someone to love.
I am so lost. I don’t know what to do.
We have been separated for a year living in separate homes. He cheated on me for many years with many women and eventually I couldn’t do it anymore and we split up. He “found god” and repented his sins and now wants to fix our marriage. I have refused and want a divorce. He says he doesn’t want to and keeps responding like this when I bring it up. Is this super creepy and should I be alarmed by this. Cuz I am.