u/akolomf

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I'm relatively new to Crypto, but i do find SUI very interesting, also because i know what kind of SUI based projects/products/businesses are going to become public and most likely a success in the next few years + that they factor in quantum computing as a security threat.

What holds me a bit back is, the fact that i'm not sure how the market is going to develope in the cryptomarket, aswell as in the real life market, which often can cause ripples in the crypto world aswell.

Do you have any advice for me? should i hold? shall i stake it? should i drop SUI entirely? if so why?

So about me, im not really handsome, slightly obese allthough more like a muscular bulky build "fat muscular" or whatever you wanna call it lol) in my 30s, i was supertired and partially zoning out from a long coding session.

I do shower or stuff like that im hygienic and generally appear okayish i would say. (I do say that upfront or else ppl think i fall under some stereotype)

I was standing in a grocery store cashier queue, in front of me a small woman maybe in her early 20s half my size. At the cashier an elderly lady arguing for already what felt like 10 minutes about some special offering. I was just on autopilot staring at them arguing while not even really processing what they are saying, then the girl in front of me, turns around and looks at me confused/scared and i was confused what she wants but i just dismissed her inital reaction and ignored it. Then she constantly turned around as if she felt uncomfortable, and she suddenly just left everything she wanted to buy and left the grocery store in a rush.

I was slightly confused i mean i get it theres creepy dudes out there, but boy i get a bad conscience when i kill a bug. Am i now so intimidating that i offend women with my existence? I might have had a zoned out stare but thats it.

When i left the mall through the side exit (the mall has multiple exits) not the large main entrance where she seemingly waited (she probably saw me leaving through the other exit, and actually went outside around the building and followed me for a brief period around phoning with someone) i just went my way. AMITA? did she overreact? Did i creep her out? I mean it wasnt an open confrontation, but it was a weird situation.

I just wonder did i creep her out? Was it my fault? Did i misinterpret the behaviour of hers entirely?

I usually dont care that much, but the entire nonverbal interaction was weird and i keep thinking about it.

Edit: Thank you @all the commenters that puts my mind at ease.

for years now i struggled with itchy and scaly rashes around my mouth in my face, and agressive behaviour/feeling of agitation in the morning aswell as general chronic digestive issues

Gemini helped me to pinpoint the cause of this. It was oats. theres apparently something called "oat rage". Apparently the food i thought everyone can handle and is supposed to help the digestive tract can actually cause issues to a small group of people. its not about the potential blood sugar spike, but its proteins and pythates beeing linked to zinc deficiency due to the stuff they are made out off.

Just watched some global news. And i had this thought how insanely different things are now, as someone who grew up in the 90s and 20s how different our lifes are now than they were back then.
I'm talking about things that people dont even think about anymore like Google maps.

I remember a time where that wasnt a thing and you searched for the place by using a map or you asked people where something is. Or when google maps already existed but gps smartphones wasnt really a thing yet unless you had the money to buy one of those pre iphone era business phones, looking up the place where you want to go to and eventually also printing the map section out to find your place.
And now in the 2020s we are talking about AI, and establishing a moonbase and landing on mars in the next 5 years or so.

A part of me longs for that time back then, maybe its nostalgia, maybe its just, because of less screen time. The world seemed smaller, more interesting, Because you werent bombarded with the coolest most trending most awesome stuff on the internet. Sure, work was way worse with much more paper work in offices and stuff, but the human component somehow got lost in the process.

I think what Social media did, was not only manipulate us for corporate greed, but it also took away something else. Its like a spoiler to life itself.
Instead of experiencing life through real and authentic human interaction and going to places by yourself, we get it all spoiled to us via social media. All the exceptionally great things that are to us personally exceptionally great, appearing in a rectangular device in our hands. Spoiling these potential moments, making further action to have such experiences personally more pointless.

And this goes even deeper. Even if you were to do these things now, you cant even talk about it the same way people did back then because whatever you do, people have seen it already on their phones. its not as great as it was.

And no im not depressed right now or something, i find it amazing what the future brings, maybe its just that in my 30s im more observant, than i was in my teens or 20s. Crazy how the world changed.

I wonder how it must be for someone from the boomer generation or before that with all the technological progress. Like no other human generation or species ever got to experience these changes so quickly as our generations do right now.

I have been struggling with depression and lonelyness but at the same time having some interesting business ideas. Too many ideas actually + the lethargy that comes with depression and loneliness. I feel like i am paralyzed sometimes. I want to realize them but am fighting with that lethargy that comes along with depression and lonelyness.

It starts with simple cleaning tasks, rennovation tasks at home up to commercially viable business ideas. One of them actually earned me money already but i do struggle with starting and sticking to the task in many cases.

Do you have advice how i can find more motivation and escape the lethargy and nihilistic "me" that rather wants to do nothing at all? Should i try to get a routine where i force myself to "work" 8 hours a day towards whatever i want to do? I often find myself getting up, having breakfast and then wasting hour over hour browsing aimlessly on the web.

i do have alot of time available but dont use it accordingly.