I'm a non binary transmasc and I've been listening to many subliminals to look more androgynous and reduce my feminine traits. Yesterday I was with my grandmother who started praising me for having wide hips and a big breast. I told her I'm an A cup (which is true, I never had big breast in my whole life) and she acted all surprised telling me how big and feminine my boobs and hips look like. I can't stop crying since yesterday. Anybody with a similar experience?
The first time I watched the show Howard seemed simply a person who simply didn't want his business to fail. I felt bad for him being used as a pawn by Chuck and the way Jimmy and Kim treated him broke my heart. However, on my rewatch I felt like there was just something wrong with him. Sure, Chuck was a dick, but Howard was an adult capable of making his own choices. If people pleasing turns you into an asshole... well, maybe you are. Not to mention that I had the impression Howard believed in Chuck's illness because it was more convenient than admitting he was delusional. Also his relationship with Kim was weird af, somehow he felt paternal towards her but he was almost possessive. When he declined her money it was like he was trying to make her feel guilty about not siding with him. And well, as much as I get him being mad at her for ruining his image, when he told her she was one of the most promising human beings he ever met I was like "you literally tried to sabotage her career bruh." Also the solution Howard proposed for Sandpiper was... debatable. Well, yeah, this rewatch was weird.
Guys subconscious needs energy to manifest!! I swear that every time somebody complains about not manifesting they're 99,9% of the time sleep deprived. Also, if you have a headache TAKE A BREAK! You won't manifest faster if you listen while your body is praying you to stop, rather the opposite. Give your mind some time and things will work out! Love you💕
Fucking toxic environment to begin with, they're all birds of a feather, fuck whoever thought it was a good idea, it's not!!
Now I get that Jamie isn't exactly the best dad in the world and all, but him letting his mentally ill addicted daughter poisoning and punching her kids and rape her bodyguards? C'mon. She may even be a shitty person, I've never met her so I don't know, but it's simply impossible she actually acted like a living sexy hurricane while constantly controlled lmao
The song should inspire young girls to learn from their past and go on, but it comes out as romanticization of not being capable of building stable relationships. "But there's nothing wrong with having many exes!" absolutely, as long as you weren't in a serious relationship with them. The problem is that Ariana implies she was incredibly invested in each of them, and it's not really a healthy thing to invest all your energies in a relationship just to break up after 2 weeks. I'm ok if this kind of stuff comes from a teen, not a grown ass woman.
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Oh, and the mean girls like high-school sexualization was a nightmare.
To find a motivation behind Kim harming Howard, many people use her "I was having too much fun" line to explain why she did what she did to him. However, people don't realize she isn't referring to Howard. Here's the whole line:
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>You'd—you'd blame yourself. You'd fear for me. You'd want us to run and hide until you were sure I was safe. You would pull the plug on the scam, and then...and then, we'd break up. And I didn't want that. Because I was having too much fun."
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As you can see, what bothers her isn't the idea of ending the scam, but the possibility of breaking up with Jimmy. She's admitting she doesn't enjoy the scam \*itself\*, but rather being with Jimmy, no matter what it takes. Ruining Howard's life was never the goal, but only a way to avoid breaking up.
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Honestly I don’t really get why their relationship is so romanticized. It was toxic as hell, destructive and based on them being too dependent from each other to make a step back. It was as toxic as the relationship between Walter and Jesse, if not worse.