u/allthatglitters62829

trying to prove a point to someone ik. they say the educated doesn’t watch ts but that’s not true. just tryna see something

Hello all. I really need some assistance and hope someone can help me.
I lost my job in February of this year and things have been really rough ever since. I was already struggling to pay the bills with the unemployment I received, but I was still grateful to be receiving some sort of help. I have been job searching since I lost my job with no luck at all.

In addition to this, I was diagnosed with sebopsoriasis, a chronic skin condition that caused me to grow these horrible plaques out of my scalp that would not leave. I lost so much of my hair and had to shave off the rest. The loss of my hair, in addition to me losing my job and struggling, has really impacted my mental health. I have run out of the medication to treat this condition, and now some patches are returning…

Most days I am hungry. I don't have a car or any means of transportation to try to make income in another way. I don’t have any money to buy toiletries like deodorant or lotion. I have been holding on for so long now, but every day becomes heavier and heavier, it is so hard to survive.

I am hoping to raise $100 for my situation: $30 for my sebopsoriasis, and $70 to buy some toiletries, such as deodorant and pads for my period that is supposed to start this week. I would really appreciate the help. Thank you.

I live in the Loganville, Ga area!

tw: self harm

ive already had mental health issues; things have gotten worse simce i lost my job in february. stopped receiving the little amount of unemployment i was getting a few weeks back. ive been searching and searching for months now, with no luck. i cant even buy basic necessities. ive also been dealing with some health issues. i am suffering mentally. i think about hurting myself. i need help. how do i get help when i have no money? no insurance? does anyone know?

its not giving at all. im only on ep.2 and jesus christ.. it’s giving bully. kicked that girl in the face for no reason??? and now the other girl (charmine) has to fight her in order to get her wig back??? and let’s talk about the pee situation like 🤮it was giving desperate for camera time and fame this season. dislike her very much but im glad she’s calmed down over the years..

life has been awful for me since december of last year.. and has become worse ever since. i began experiencing scalp issues of that. month, there were these thick, dry plaques that refused to leave as hard as i tried to scrub them away. i want to mention that i live in the US where healthcare isn’t free; at the time i was working at a low paying job but i was managing. but i scrapped together what i could and went to urgent care where they diagnosed me with tinea capitis.

that was a misdiagnosis; i wasn’t diagnosed correctly until i managed to get the help of my family to send me to dermatologist ($500 :(( ) and i wasn’t diagnosed correctly diagnosed with a disorder called sebopsoriasis. if you’re unfamiliar with this, go look it up on tik tok and see what it does to the scalp.. i had to shave off all my hair. i no longer like myself. its hard to look at myself in the mirror. i miss wearing braids and different styles. i don’t feel like myself. i worked really hard to love my hair and grow it and now it is all gone..

not to mention i was laid off from my job in early february; we had no warning. i receive my last unemployment payment next week so after that i am on my own.. it wasn’t much at all but i am devastated to see the little help i receive go (DISCLAIMER I AM NOT ASKING FOR FINANCIAL HELP!!). i wont be able to afford the meds for my scalp now. i have been searching for a new job for months but cannot find anything.

between 5 months, i’ve lost a lot. i lost my job. my security. im behind on bills and just keep incurring debt. i lost my hair, a big part of me. my confidence. my self worth. and ik someone might say that’s a silly reason to feel bad but my hair meant a lot to me. :( im a recluse now; i barely leave the house. i don’t feel good about myself. i try to talk to the ppl around me but i think they are tired of hearing about my problems. and fair enough, everyone has their own. things have been bad for months now and im just so tired . not sure if anyone will read this or even respond. but im really struggling and had to put my feelings out somewhere . all i can keep saying is it feels like ive lost it all ..