Idk why but for years I’ve always been jealous of gay men, jealous of their relationships, the sex, the way they act, and how free they are, the way they dress and express themselves, etc.
And don’t let them be prettier than me, omg, like I’m such a jealous person I don’t know how to control it.
I’ve never heard of anyone listening to this artist, his music is so calming to me but maybe one day he’ll be more known.
I take my anxiety and depression pills everyday, they were working at first but now they make me feel numb.
It just makes me feel the same. I’m always feeling upset and sad and don’t understand why, sometimes it’s for no reason at all.
I’m never gonna feel happy, it only lasts for a little while, even when I’m around people.
Not only that but nobody cares to ask me what’s wrong, they just think I’m crazy and weird, makes me feel worse.