u/alwaysxz

For some reason I thought the trauma would ease up, but it's amplified since starting this new chapter of my life. I feel like such a freak among my peers, and I'm struggling with one of my classes. It's making me doubt myself...I'm surrounded by people left and right with PhDs and Masters that seem normal. I'm so uncomfortable with the large class sizes and being seen in public by so many people. My male professors make me feel like I'm an absolute idiot, and they trigger my CSA I experienced from my homeroom teachers. I failed my first mid term and I just don't what to think or feel at the moment. I never thought I'd ever be at this school let alone still being alive. Everything feels so triggering especially with the Cornell case and dealing with flashbacks.

Hi lovelies,

I'm on the hunt for a new white or nude eyeliner that I won't have to reapply throughout the day.