Könnte das bitte jemand transkribieren? Vielen Dank im Voraus. Ich habe diese Postkarte in einem Fotoalbum gefunden. Sie kommt von einem Ururgroßvater der 1937 in der Tschechoslowakei war.
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I went through a painful deconstruction the past three years and I was 22 when I started doubting. I'm 25 now and I already told my parents that I'm not sure what I believe anymore, I do not believe in biblical innerancy and that I no longer want to be part of the religious group I was born into. Or part of any church group or religion for that matter
I'm in a fundamentalist Anabaptist group (not revealing because personal reasons). Basically women are second class citizens (edit: I'm a woman)and everyones autonomy and freedom is restricted. Also it's very "biblical" and isolationist. Usually my mother is very understanding and lets me talk. She also has her own doubts occasionally but not as extreme as I do.
Anyway, I explained to my mom how I didn't choose this when I was born. She then proceeded to tell me I should had left when I was 18, 19 or 20...but not when I am 25, because its a shameful thing to do at such an age. That I should be more grown up and responsible by now. I should be married by now, but I don't want to and I know my mom wishes I were. All I can say is I'm heartbroken and don't know what to do and I am scared. I wish I had deconstructed and left when I was 19. But I didn't know or experienced what I did later and now. Thats all. Thanks for reading.