about making friends :(
man ever since i was little i could not keep friends, i never had anyone close even if i tried really hard, and now that i'm in hs i do have friends but in a way i still feel stupid because i share interests with none of them, we only talk casually and i can never talk to them about things that are important to me or ones that make me sad, and i've tried talking to them about it multiple times already. and plus now my mom keeps saying how it's my fault and i'm too picky but i don't think it's cause of that. i tried so much already, why is it so hard?