u/annaannafofanna

It happened again today. I walked past a woman. She looked at me, smiled, then started laughing

At least she turned her face away but others are not so kind

This happens on a daily basis, sometimes multiple times a day, only with younger women

I’m super self conscious about my appearance to the point where I go to the bathroom to check a mirror around every 20 minutes, so this is reallyyyyy fucking with me

I can never assimilate into real womanhood. I will never be accepted.

Checkmate liberal

Yes

I know this is boring or whatever but it looks soo satisfying to me for some reason

(Flash vs no flash)

My walk was really beautiful

I neeed to have it asap

It’s a bit weak that can be changed… super pretty though!

Can’t even dysphoria post anymore…

Mogging cis women is part of the end goal after all

For some reason about 4 months ago, my boymoding ass decided to ask her for her number on a whim (this was a mistake), and the entire time I was shaking and stuttering

She was really nice about it actually and said yes, then had me put my number in her phone

We texted for about a week, then I asked her out for a date and got no response. She didn’t respond to my apology either, unfortunately, and the next time we saw each other at work, she completely ignored me, then had a full convo with a coworker right in front of me

I went home early after crying about the situation and got a text from her later in the day asking if I was alright. I deleted her number and skipped work for the next few days. After that, we never spoke again until recently when she came up to me this morning and asked how I’m doing, and I straight up walked away. Not out of malice or anything, but I got wayyy overwhelmed from her doing that for some reason

The rest of the day went on as normal, and I stayed in the back room the whole time. She went back there to get supplies a few times (she’s not supposed to be in my department’s storage area) and walked close to me but didn’t say anything. Now I’m confused on if she actually hates me or not

I’m so confused… is it ok to be around her, or do I keep avoiding her?

We got new uniforms at our job and they’re soooo bad omg. It’s a tight shortsleeve black polo (basically a baby tee) that literally hugs your entire body, and for some reason, they gave me the women’s version.

So I come in, and my manager looks at me and goes, “Why are you dressed like that? Go get a different shirt." So I go and get the men’s version, and it’s literally the same shirt except a tad longer. I go back to him and ask if it’s okay, and he tells me to just go home for the day and come back in my old uniform tomorrow.

I should actually just cease to exist. How am I supposed to live going forward knowing I grossed my manager out just from him seeing my boobs?

We got off work at the same time and he offered me a ride home so I got in his car and he immediately started driving

We didn’t even talk he was just whistling the entire time

I don’t know how he knows where I live since we’ve never interacted outside of work…

I don’t even think they watched the show just a bunch of edits because when I asked about the plot they walked away

Maybe true maybe not but why would someone go out in public like this in the first place?

I hate having massive hands

Me holding the same stuff the women around me hold makes it so obvious that I’m a male

My makeup is being used “since I don’t use it anyway” so it’s no problem

They’re about to go out with friends for the day and I’ll be in my room bedrotting

It was terrifying… but I got these cool pictures sooo it was totally worth it

My sister caught me shaving them and kinda grilled me on how it’s normal for women to have hair on their body’s especially their arms and face

She went to get my other sister for some backup. she didn’t seem to care about it but she made me explain why I do it…

I feel bad now, but I’m not going to stop