Ik this is a f1 wag sub but I just had to share this. Found out some of my mutuals follow this Roblox parody account and not only this person is parodying Charles but they also have Alex as well 💀and made her blonde 👱♀️
As an INFP I am already quite emotional and can’t process my emotions properly and esp in my household I can’t manage to handle my emotions in a proper way either. I think diet and health also play a role and I have been trying to find time to workout to release serotonin but like I am not try to be the classic cliché INFP type that “nobody understands me.” Nobody understands me IN MY OWN HOME. Like with my family I am super uncomfortable, can’t stand them and it’s like when they are in the same room as me I feel my heart beat accelerating and I have this constant stress for some reason. I am pretty sure it’s from having a narcissist mother with a father who’s not only narcissistic but emotionally (sometimes physically) absent. COMAPRED to my younger siblings I seriously can tell the difference in our upbringing. My parents went more lenient on them, gave them less rules more love and physical affection. I am almost 18 but asking a hug or “I love you” from my parents feels too much. They tell me how I am all grownup now so they don’t need to say this stuff to me. I am trying to tell myself that they show that in other ways that they love me but I can’t really see that. Like I want to cuddle with my mom on the couch have her kiss my cheek and hug me like she did when I was a kid but the lack of physical affection and literally any form of love from my parents has made me reject the idea of love all alone. I always considered myself as a hopeless romantic still do but the idea was showing someone love and not receiving it back scares me. I genuinely don’t think that I will ever have a stable or healthy relationship or significant other in my life. I have also accepted the idea that I am going to be all alone and die alone and be buried alone because of this. All I am asking is for love and the lack of it has really brought down my self esteem and confidence. Like on a rare occasion my mom tried idk hugging me or touching my cheek but I just told her to stop touching me and I don’t even say it rudely and she went “you don’t deserved to be love.” And that still sits with me to this day.
Any tips or advice to stop feeling this way.
So I masturbated for the first time ever basically rubbed my clit and orgasmed idk why but is it suppose to feel like this? I feel something contracting down there and it keep going for almost 30ish seconds and my clit (even tho I was aroused and pretty wet) feels like it is on fire and I didn’t even rub that harshly I went on a normal pace.
EDIT : even though my clit feels on fire the orgasm it self was very good but still why does it feel like it’s on fire?
so at my local supermarket I found these toys flipperz and they are so addictive. I got the hello kitty series 2 and there are about a total of 16 and I almost have half of them. Still a long way to get blueberry and strawberry 🤞🏻
here are some of my favourites from my ongoing collection. Banana,apple and fruit fanatic.
So heard that birth control and this one injection you get every 3-4 months are some ways to stop periods permanently. I am thinking of taking the birth control approach to this so any advice is appreciated 🌸
edit : thank you so much for your responses I have learnt that birth control and the shot is not a guarantee for everyone and the only way is the hysterectomy. I am thinking of getting a consult and talk about it with doctors but not right now. I am under 18 so maybe when I am in my 20s for sure but once again thanks for the responses guys! ❤️