u/autisticly_confused

So lately I’ve (male) noticed that I’ve been feeling a bit different. Over the past couple of years I got into queer stuff like manga, tv shows, music etc, (before realizing I was queer). The thing was all of it was sapphic. It seemed to catch my attention and fascinate me in a way I still have a hard time explaining. Like often I wanted to feel that, same type of love they had, but didn’t quite have the same deep feeling about mlm media. I’ve gotten really into feminist and sapphic punk lately. It seems to call something out of me I haven’t really experienced before. It seems to connect to a part of me that is pulled towards the femininity of it. I’ve also had thoughts of performing in a band but wearing a skirt and presenting as fem but only while I perform.

I also recently remembered that as a little kid I used to think it would be so awesome to be able to turn into a girl and switch back to a guy. The more I think about all of this it seems to point to me being drawn to feminine energy, in a deep way. I know there are non binary stuff that’s gender fluid, but I don’t have a great understanding of it. What does this sound like to you? Is this a gender thing?

So lately I’ve (male) noticed that I’ve been feeling a bit different. Over the past couple of years I got into queer stuff like manga, tv shows, music etc, (before realizing I was queer). The thing was all of it was sapphic. It seemed to catch my attention and fascinate me in a way I still have a hard time explaining. Like often I wanted to feel that, same type of love they had, but didn’t quite have the same deep feeling about mlm media. I’ve gotten really into feminist and sapphic punk lately. It seems to call something out of me I haven’t really experienced before. It seems to connect to a part of me that is pulled towards the femininity of it. I’ve also had thoughts of performing in a band but wearing a skirt and presenting as fem but only while I perform.

I also recently remembered that as a little kid I used to think it would be so awesome to be able to turn into a girl and switch back to a guy. The more I think about all of this it seems to point to me being drawn to feminine energy, in a deep way. , I don’t have a great understanding of genderfluid or nonbinary. This also doesn’t feel existential. What does this sound like to you? Is this a gender thing?

So lately I’ve (male) noticed that I’ve been feeling a bit different. Over the past couple of years I got into queer stuff like manga, tv shows, music etc, (before realizing I was queer). The thing was all of it was sapphic. It seemed to catch my attention and fascinate me in a way I still have a hard time explaining. Like often I wanted to feel that, same type of love they had, but didn’t quite have the same deep feeling about mlm media. I’ve gotten really into feminist and sapphic punk lately. It seems to call something out of me I haven’t really experienced before. It seems to connect to a part of me that is pulled towards the femininity of it. I’ve also had thoughts of performing in a band but wearing a skirt and presenting as fem but only while I perform.

I also recently remembered that as a little kid I used to think it would be so awesome to be able to turn into a girl and switch back to a guy. The more I think about all of this it seems to point to me being drawn to feminine energy, in a deep way. I know there are non binary stuff that’s gender fluid, but I don’t have a great understanding of it. What does this sound like to you? Is this a gender thing?